CRAZYBABY

2011-06-27T21:47:00.003+08:00

Hello Mr No Woohyun,
I miss you so damn much. Inexpressible feelings.

I'll remember you.... Forever..

2011-06-26T00:27:00.003+08:00

3 posts ago, I posted about a Guy named Woohyun right? Know something?.... He's gone. He died in a car accident today.... I don't know what to say...

He was a Great person. Kind, Caring, Understanding and more.

According to one of his friend and what i interpret, He was actually with Starbucks with them then went out to buy something. Then on his way back the incident occurred.... the driver was speeding...

I will definitely remember his forever. And I dont wanna write anymore.. Because I'll start crying again.

Woohyun, I miss you so badly. Did you know...? I had a crush on you. (There, I admitted it)

Ever since the first ever time I talked to you on twitter on March 4th at 10.10pm, ... up to now. You have always been the one who made me smile so much. But yet 'broke my heart' when you suddenly went missing. My friend and I spammed you mentions with tweets saying "where are you!?" ... And there.. You appeared and mentioned me saying "I am always here with you" ... That made me super happy and high.

And you know what? My friends kept saying that you reply me different from others, Which made me high. but... I dont think you reply me different though. But then they kept saying that! Then one of them said "both of you shd just date" indirectly to us. Ah~ and my other friend agreed -_-.

I miss you so much hyun..... Why did they take you away from all of us. His parents deleted his twitter. And the rest of the real bruths also deleted their twitters. CJ is gonna give up his training because he doesnt want to debut alone. I'm gonna miss all of you... Especially Woohyun... May you Rest in Peace.

No Woohyun / Park Yeong Jun

06/09/1992 - 25/06/2011

May You Rest In Peace

Forever remembered by your family, Real bruths, Friends and I. Iloveyou ^^ Hope you live happy up there, There are chickens there too! You won't feel pain up there. I'm sorry i can't be there for your funeral on Monday. Please be happier in Heaven.... I miss you. Seriously I do. I still can't believe the fact that you are gone...................

2011-06-25T23:31:00.000+08:00

And there he goes ...

2011-06-19T02:17:00.001+08:00

I do not want to edit the bottom post anymore, Headache -A-

2011-06-19T02:00:00.007+08:00

Hi,... I'm bored.

I'm bored so here i am blogging...idk why also. I decided to give up waiting for Ulzzang shidae S3 to be subbed. And also because there wasnt any chihoon inside -_____-

-please ignore below if you dont want to see spazzing -

So I started season 4 yesterday... Of course without subs... And why i am not watching it now instead of blogging, idk. But season 4 has Chihoon! 만세~ㅋㅋㅋ And of course... I'm on the lookout for Taejun-Chihoon lovelove. LOL.heheehe. And of course there was. The pocky game again... Lol. Last time the pocky stick totally gone, This time 0.5cm. Ah~~~~왜!? Must get closer that last time! But they ended with a tight hug! heheehe. And taejun lifted Chihoon up. The times i replayed that part is uncountable. Serious.And the fact that I keep saying Taejun's full name as Lee Taejun is ....ah... When his name is Park Taejun.

-End of spazz, which wasn't actually-

Now I am listening to seoulfm...'Not alone' is playing...~ And omg, Please play the one with words please. you have played it 2 times the teaser version? .... And it played again. Okay, now its G.D and TOP's 'baby good night' :) hehehe. I damn love TOP's voice... Its deep, really deep. next song...what? .. oh! 'Chobyeol' by Heenim~^^ So..... All I have been doing this days were,...

Sleep
Use the computer like no tomorrow
Eat of course...
Do homework.
Study! .... Oh,as if. .. Ok, I did okay? But I dont think anything went in -_- shibal.

I am extremely addicted to Boyfriend. And.. the song playing is H.O.T now.. hahaha. Ok,right! Addicted to Boyfriend~ ahhhh. I thought that Kwangmin or Minwoo would be my bias... but in the end. their version of coffee prince made me love Donghyun instead. But expected though... he is the leader afterall, Its a trend. Either i like the _dimensional one, The leader, Weird one,...or...just get the point. Since Minwoo is a cutie, and Kwangmin is... mmmm,.. idk. Whichever! Bias= donghyun! <3 "I got that supa luv~".. I remember how that was my alarm, and shocked the hell out of me. Alarms with shocking starting note is (Y) ... ok, I am stoning now.

Can't wait for Beast fanmeet. Even though its really disappointing that I got a bad row. And the album/poster is not signed personally in front of my face. I dont know if its worth my money or not. but, Oh well. I get to high-5 them. Touchy touch and see their face.... Hope i dont stone there (what am i saying, I will definitely stone.) ... The handshake with 9 memebers of ZE:A was omg. Started with Junyoung, My bias. Tense. And B1A4(right?.. er) fanmeet is coming up, Sorry but... I can't go. I like them and all, but I cant, I cant! Jay Park is coming too. Argh. Same concert as Derrick too. Idk if im going anot. See what yobo choice is. But al I know is, Airport definitely must go! Jay i must definitely see you boy. "Hey! I'm a Golden lady~!" I like this song. Hahaah. But i didnt download it, I'm lazy. I can take this time and go download some vids.. and songs. Why am i blogging._. ohwell~ "Hey! I'm a golden lady~" lalalala. I'm still bummed by the fact that I didnt get to see Woohyun. I waited and waited and waited. I went home at 1am for you! But I didnt get to see you :( But I had eye contact with a cute boy for about 2-3seconds. Some girls thought that that was Hyun. But i dont think so... I know my love when I see him.. And he couldnt have came with angmos -_- the girls 'ran' after the group and shouted "Woohyun!" ... and i just continue standing there at the sliding doors, waiting with nurul. In the end, At 12+, Nurul had to drag me away because it was too late and also I didn't want to leave. I did not see hyun! But ohwell~ One day we will meet! and he will treat me chicken~! all of us ^^ Oh! Speak of the angel~ He just tweeted! "who is UP now" lol, this boy............... Why isn't he asleep. (Yesung's 'It has to be you' now) 니가 제일 좋아~random, bc my friend tweeted that. Okay, now he tweets "Hello I see all not asleep yet and I am not too but goodnight I love u" hahah, Hyun ah. What should i reply... haha my friend "sleep well & goodnight. i love you too, lil bro" Lil bro!? hahahhaahaha. and then she said it sounded awkward. cute lah she. seriously, I can blog until tomr-_- ... wait, Its already tomr.

One more week till school starts... I have not really relaxed yet -_- (JJ- Fly high)

I have not cursed on how my father did not claim that my bike was ours. He didnt and the people took it away. shibal. ASDFGHJKL. I was so speechless that i did not even scold my father. (Forever love-DBSK) .. Dbsk ㅠㅠ

I dreamt of them last night.... A very teary one. I havent cried in my dream and out of dream in a long time. Years! I dreamt they were back together. The rest.... will make me cry again. i dont want to remember it., even though its very clear in my memory.

I shall just blog the day before's dream! hahah, dont remember much but i know there were alot of kpop people! :D Sharm, Selina and I were standing at the grass in a row and all the Idols that pass by us would great us "안녕하세요!" and smiled. Every single one of them. *melts* Even though there were unfamiliar faces,... Idk why they appeared but.. ohwell~! their smiles were nice^^ And then one part, my friend on my right, sharm, turned to our left and called out "Wheesung! Hello" which made no sense because she has no interest in wheesung. But 'wheesung' walked behind us and stared at Sharm with the omg-that-stare-makes-every-girl-high stare. Then he walked in front and stood my a tree, and wheesung looked like se7en. lol. And he kept on staring at Sharm. and both of them eye contact like... mmmm. Then we went back to where our tent was...and... er.. after standing beside Andy(?) helping to keep the screen for the tent (?!) ... I woke up. damn. It was a nice dream! Epic. The idols greeted us like we were superior or their sunbae...it was different from the way the greet the crew(pdnims etc). they greeted us with much more enthu. That felt... AWESOME. Awesome TTM. (to the changmin. LOL) My words are small -_-

Okay, I think I shall go watch my Ulzzang Shidae S4 now. 바이바이 ^^ ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Photo: Jiho, Taejun, Chihoon (Obvious closeness is obvious) (next post)

2011-05-01T02:33:00.000+08:00

Oh Hi~ Blogging because Ms. KOH YILIN said I never blog anymore already and my blog is dead. Well, It is! ㅋㅋㅋ No choice, Imma twitter addict, Can't deny our r(square)pi ~! EEEEHHEHHEE. Nyahahahaa.

Ah, Dont know what to blog leh. Here goes...Er, Hello~! Long time no see~ Well, I also dont even visit my blog. Nyahaha. So How's life everybody? Good? Bad?

Midyears are coming up already, Next week! That is like, At this time, Tomorrow! English~ omo.

But i have got to admit, My class's have become more attentive during English. ThankGod phew. Learnt knew stuff~ Finally listening to English class, ... it has been a long time... Since like, what.. P2-P3? ehheh. Yes people, I dont listen in class. I always tend to fall asleep during english in P2-P3. P4-5 can't remember. P6, MATH FTW. Lol. All my lessons was maths! The only thing that wasnt maths was.... Music! Hahah. But yah, Primary school maths was easy, Secondary school maths... If I actually listened and open my mouth to ask the teacher i would have actually understood and passed Maths. Poa, I should have listened. Idk since when did i stop listening, L O L. But now, haix. Maths and Poa, calculations whatever.... FAIL FTW. But yah, I regret.

( Here comes the start of my true self blogging, The fangirl )

( You may choose to ignore the below, Thanks :D )

Let me see, Im blogging at this time because im wondering if i should go to sleep already or not. haha. I still have about 3 more episodes till the end of uljjang shidae Season 2! But idk, should i sleep already? then watch the 3 eps tomorrow/later? Then start studying for my english... Or watch now? mmmmm, I think watch tomorrow! hahaa, so i wont have the urge to find Season 3 to watch! hhahaha. NYAHAHAHAHAAH. Should i go to sleep? its 2.22am. And im not even sleepy -_- Haix. Slept later yesterday. Because I was of course(!) watching Uljjang shidae. the first 3 episodes. Oh! that means i finished season 1 yesterday~ oooo, thought i finished it the day before! "what is the day before called?" hahah. I wonder if i can find season 3 anot in the first place. since i have never seen anyone posting it.meh, please have! >< ㅠㅠ Then i can spammmmmm~watch. huhuhu. Chi-hoon Tae-jun couple! NYAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~! Just date already man. hahahaha. (Ignore me.... Frantic fangirl here.) Even you guys pocky game, You two can go so close. But when with another person, so far! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. /goes crazy again. I wanna say i ship this couple, but... hah. But they have gotten close huh? hehe. Chijun/Taehoon couple jjang! :D

2011-01-06T19:46:00.001+08:00

On Tuesday 4th January 2011, @neenini said:

Don’t we have to be strong , Cassiopeia ?

If it’s JYJ…
If’s HoMin…

Who cares ?

What does SM want now ?
They want Cassiopeia to fight with each other so TVXQ will not have anything left.
HoMin had a very, very few works for a year. They weren’t appeared on television or radio at all and SM has just brought them out.

Because of what ?

It is because SM know exactly that although HoMin don’t litigate in case but their hearts belong to the other 3 members.

Please remember this Cassiopeia.
HoMin are still under SM so they don’t have a right to do anything.

We don’t know what is the real story.
We don’t know how it is behind the scene.
We don’t know what Jaejoong ,Yoochun,Changmin,Yunho and Junsu had to go through.
We don’t know what will happen in the future.
We never know.

But there are many things we exactly know.

We know Kim Jaejoong loves the other 4 members and he loves Cassiopeia.
We know Jung Yunho loves the other 4 members and he loves Cassiopeia.
We know Chim Changmin loves the other 4 members and he loves Cassiopeia.
We know Kim Junsu loves the other 4 members and he loves Cassiopeia.
We know Park Yoochun loves the other 4 members and he loves Cassiopeia.
We know Dong Bang Shin Ki loves Cassiopeia.

We know there was a time Yunho leaned on Jaejoong’s shoulder to cry..just because he didn’t want other members to see his weakness.

We know there was a time Yoochun wrote a message and hid it behind the little prince’s computer named Chim Changmin.

We know there was a time Jung Yunho carried Junsu’s unconscious body on his back to the hospital.

We know there was a time Jaejoong looked at Yoochun all the time when he found out a few minutes before the show that Yoochun was sick .

We know there was a time Yunho looked after Junsu all night when Junsu was sick.

We know there was a time Jaejoong dancing with tears on his face when Yunho was poisoned.

We know there was a time Jaejoong’s face was badly pale when he saw our leader collapsed as he drunk a glass of orange juice.

We know there was a time Junsu picked up the wallet for Yunho and Jaejoong had to pick up the wallet for Junsu because Junsu forgot his own.

We know there was a time Junsu cried behind Yunho’s back.

We know there was a time Yunho protected Junsu by his strong back.

We know there was a time when finished concert our leader cried with delight with Jaejoong.

We know there was a time Yoochun cried because of the rumour that Jaejoong would be dismissed from TVXQ.

We know there was a time Yunho said ‘Without our fans,we'd be nothing.'

We know there was a time Yunho said ‘TVXQ is just like a family,a home.No matter how far we're separated,we'll come back together one day.'

We know there was a time Changmin said ‘Whatever the five of us go through, together we can get through it without any fear.

We know there was a time Yunho said ‘Even until the time for us to go our own separate ways,the name TVXQ will not disappear. Each member is still TVXQ.

We know there was a time Junsu said ‘ If Jaejoong is sick, it is as if TVXQ’s leg is sick, and if Changmin is sick, that means TVXQ’s arm is sick.

We know there was a time Yoochun said ‘If our friendship could last forever, I don’t need anything else. ‘

We know there was a time Junsu said ‘Cassiopeia… who wait for us wherever we go and always give us an unwavering love… You are the reason why TVXQ exists.'

We know there was a time Yunho said ‘No matter how far we’re separated, we’ll come back together one day. ‘

We know there was a time Yoochun and Changmin said ‘Without Yunho, there would be no TVXQ.'

We know there was a time Junsu said ‘If one of the members leaves the team, I will not stay in TVXQ anymore. ‘

We know there was a time Yoochun said ‘Our support for them (HoMin) will never change.'

We know there was a time Jaejoong said ‘Yunho and Changmin frequently appeared in our dreams ‘

We know there was a time JYJ members said ‘it will take time but definitely they will be ONE again.

We know there was a time Yunho sacrificed his bed for Jaejoong.

We know there was a time Changmin had only one wish that Jaejoong recovered as normal.

We know there was a time Changmin sang high vocal to help Yoochun when he had an asthma attack.

We know there was a time Jung Yunho protected everything about Dong Bang Shin Ki.

We know there was a time Park Yoochun sacrificed everything flying from the USA to be Dong Bang Shin Ki.

We know there was a time Kim Jaejoong did everything to be Dong Bang Shin Ki.

We know there was a time Kim Junsu tried his hardest to be Dong Bang Shin Ki.

We know there was a time Chim Changmin endured everything to be Dong Bang Shin Ki.

We know there were many times Dong Bang Shin Ki told us to wait for them.
We know there were many times Yunho said ‘they loved us so much.
We know there were many times Dong Bang Shin Ki said they were so sorry for making Cassiopeia waiting for them.
We know there were many times Jaejoong always said that ‘Could you wait for us,please ?'
We know there were many times Yoochun cried for Cassiopeia.
We know there were many times Junsu gave angel’s smile to us.
We know there were many times Changmin bowed very low to thank for us.
We know there were many times Changmin said seriously ’They loved us.’.

We know there were many times they promise to us through the song.
We know there were many times they were proud of Cassiopeia.
We know there were many times they protected cassiopeia.
We know there were many times they relied on us.
We know there were many times they trusted in us.
We know there were many times they saw only us.
We know there were many times they needed us.

We know there will be a million times they say to us “ Thank you… sorry… I love you”

We know there will be a million times we say to them “I’ll wait…don’t cry..I love you’”

We know how close to each other Dong Bang Shin Ki is.
We know there are a million things that didn’t typed down.
We know there are much more harder things …but they never say.
We know at this time… at this moment… they cannot do anything.

If there are people who leave, there are also people who stay. We don't need to be 800,000 to be happy... [ cr:tohosomnia]

How much we hurt cannot compare to them.
If we start to fight with each other… then SM’s plan is succeeded.

‘Always keep the faith’ don’t say this if it’s not come from your heart.
Cassiopeia always be one and be here for Tong fVang Xien Qi.
No matter what happens , we have to be here for them.
Promise me …. Please, with your heart.

P.S.[1]
for those who support JYJ but don’t support HoMin or support HoMin but don’t support JYJ do not called yourselves ‘Cassiopeia’ because Cassiopeia love five of our boys as equal.

P.S.[2]
I wrote this article about a few months ago..and just translated it in English .I’ve never thought I have to translate it in English before but after that thing happens .. I have to.
-Please spread this article as much as you can.
-Translate it in your own language it you can

P.S.[3]
I translated it hurrily so sorry for my bad English.
And last..
I spent 3 hours writing and typing this so don’t make it wastes my studying time [Changmin will scold me ^^ hahahahaha ! ]

credit ; a cassiopeia
[I wrote this by assembled from many sources , so sorry for some missing
credits.]

2010-12-27T12:51:00.001+08:00

Happy 7th Anniversary Dbsk/TVXQ/Tohoshinki/Tvfxq ! :D

For the years that I have known you, I have always been happy to see you OT5 on stage. Singing with your OhmyHolyShinki voices, harmonizing with each other so perfectly.. You five are just so perfect for each other. Like I said in twitter, You guys are like the 5 fingers on our hands, Only are able to work fully with all of them, and are complete with all of them. Now even though you are not able to talk to each other or see each other, don't show your emotions about the other party, I know that in your heart you miss them alot. We,Cassiopeians might not understand fully of what you are feeling but just know that we are here for you. We are keeping the faith and having hope to the end. No matter what's the end like, We will keep our faith towards you and have hope for eternity. Thank you for always making us Cassies happy with your cuteness, laughter with each other and love towards us. We love you too! ❤❤❤❤❤ I sincerely hope that you guys get to stand on stage as 5 again as DBSK,TVXQ,Tohoshinki & TVFXQ. Forever in my heart, I love you guys for teaching me faith,hope and bringing me so much happiness,sadness,envy and all the feelings out there, even anger. Thank you for bringing me into loving Korea, I love you for intruding my life. I'm very happy and Proud to be a Cassiopeian and Being inside the Red ocean. Thank you & I love you :D
Lets celebrate the 8th Anniversary together once again ! We'll pray for you everyday!

2010-06-15T21:25:00.002+08:00

I have to Ho illness!

most of my biases are all -ho! ohmy.

2010-06-05T00:31:00.000+08:00

Stone-ing Begin!

Back to Saranghae pabo cheoreom saranghae-ing.

2010-06-05T00:28:00.000+08:00

Xxxxxxxxx artists singing and/or dacing to K-pop is tagged as “lack of originarility” or “plagiarism”/”copying”.

A Korean artist singing and dancing to American Pop Music is considered just a “cover”.

Yes, I totally agree. And to explain further .. You see in the xxxx country, they are in the first place with no originality, no pride nothing! All they do is steal steal steal. just by changing the lyrics and title doesnt mean its yours already you fucking bitchy and bastard-dy assholes. You didnt ask for permission. Its copyrighted ! How can just steal someone's hard work in writing those lyrics and just take it as you write it without even proving that you wrote it or someone actually wrote it for you! this xxxx country because has no talent, full of sluts everywhere, full of act cute girls with bleh voices.. The entertainment and music industry majority 99% is filled with bitches,asshole,bastards etc. They dont write their own music,they copy,they just COPY! no talent.

-Whereas!

In Korea, they write some their songs, they can sing, can dance, are all not bitchy bastards assholes etc. They have originality! They have the power to prove to the world that they are not like xxxx country. They sing well, have powerful voices, touches people souls with their songs; Songs that were meant for them, songs that they have written, songs that people written for them Copyrighted material!

Do you understand?! This is why when ..

Xxxxxxxxx artists singing and/or dacing to K-pop is tagged as “lack of originarility” or “plagiarism”/”copying”.

A Korean artist singing and dancing to American Pop Music is considered just a “cover”.

cheeeeh, getting pissed off about this thing. aish.

2010-05-09T11:03:00.002+08:00

-ZUNO SYNDROME-
Yes, I have caught it. OhmyOhmy, What to do?
I don't think that there is any cure for this syndrome.
Ohmymymy- Junho Oppa, what to do? I have caught this because of you!
I am addicted to you now!
Kim Junho, You made me go into the staring-into-blank-stare situation!
You stared at my direction, I stared into your eyes and hopefully you stared into mine..
Fina waved, And you waved back. How i wish i recorded that down.
How I wished I played the game with you during the fanmeet. I regret so-much.
Do you know that you made me go into the trance mode everytime I look at you and you look here.
Junho, You.. Better come back soon. Imissyouforgodsake & so does the others!
Come back soon! ♥

2010-04-30T06:35:00.000+08:00

Back from Kim Brother's Arrival yesterday. I swear when i see those damn china Junho fans, im soooooo going to kill them! Please lah, Banner block people way, Because of you, I didnt see Junho's Front view, nor did my camera catch hes front view, I only have 1!, yes 1 frame of him that is clear that i can spazz about. But That isn't all! Because of their damn banner, I didnt see duckbutt, NOR did my camera! Kim Brothers we are breathing the same air,we now looked at same places of the outside of the airport. Soon, when i see those Fucking China fans, im going to First(!) thank them for supporting Junho. Second, start beating them up. Third, Continue beating up till satisfied, though i wont ever be. Fourth, Just plainly kill them after 1-2-3 mins of beating up. Fifth,breaks banners, kick them,and finally walk away. But the only thing im happy about is That I saw Junho. At least i saw him. The Brother of susu~ Haha. Plain H.O.T. Shit you china fans again.
Quest gave free sponsored tickets to the fans, i guess that was the fan gift that they were talking about. As usual the china fans asked for more, 2 enough alr lor. still ask for 4 more when us,beside them,dont even have any tickets. But when they finally came out, i thought the guy that came out before them was him. the guy wearing white. Very the Similar leh. (Singlish out) But really really really really really similar. Lucky boy to have Kim Junho similar face.

2010-04-29T06:22:00.000+08:00

Whoo! Today is the day! Kim Brothers arrivaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal~
Whooooooooo~ Oh happy day! But for now lah, suddenly later i go airport have so many people i might just commit suicide at the airport. News headlines: "Girl Suicides due to the cause of not seeing her Idol." HEY! susu aint an idol man! he is a god GOD! ++Junho~ Susu's Brother yeah. Today hopefully hopefully i will get a good barricate standing, excellent spot,excellect video and Excellent crying! (?!) Well, I dont think anyone wouldnt cry if u see Susu.(excluding not fans,new fans+cold blooded people) Today is the day! Whoo! but.. why dont i feel any excitement? .. Why? Maybe because i kept telling myself to calm down? Or its just too hard to believe that Susu will be here in Lion city. Yes! its just too hard to believe! For Godsake, 4 Ohmygodsun days!
OHMYGODSUN! We have coconuut trees here susu~ kekeke.
Junho, I cant call u Hoho because there is only 1 Ho in my life, Yunho. JUNG YUNHO! (screams) Anyways, Welcome to Singapore! (in advance) Bc i dont think i can blog for the past 4-5 days. Because KIM BROTHERRRRRSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSu. I still havent made the letter. Arrugu! Why do i always keave things to the last minute?! -.- Hope that I'll get to see him during the stalking too. Dont make me run here and there, just let me get close to The kim brother and take one damn video and i'll leave this world in peace. But i still havent seen yunnie yet. =.= I WILL ! I WILL! Wait for meeeeeeeeeeeee~ (Fangirl's Dream) kekekekekeke.

2010-04-10T16:14:00.001+08:00

I spotted something when i was at Loyang Point yesterday!
Yunho's Picture on the calender!

2010-04-03T20:05:00.000+08:00

#alwayskeepthefaith

#nowplayingPeople are tweeting their media choice of the moment.
ChelseaThe team is playing Inter Milan in a Champions League soccer match (March 16).
#jonasbrothers
Happy EasterThe Christian celebration is on April 4th this year. People are gearing up for the holiday weekend.
RT IF YOU WANT ME TO
Justin BieberThe young Canadian R&B/pop singer has a lot of fans who like to tweet about him!
Apple iPadApple's tablet computer launches April 3.
#FFFollow Friday. People tweet suggested users to follow on Fridays.
#PeopleShould

2010-03-16T20:09:00.005+08:00

Created by OnePlusYou

+ 21 hours & 20 mins! ^^

2010-03-16T10:11:00.000+08:00

Ohaiyo! haha, goodmorning~ I have finally decided to blog ! but! about what ?! (dots) oks! shall blog about
saturday! Saturday was gurantee my lucky day! First, I was supposed to meet Gladys at 1.45pm but later changed bc we thought that it was too early since Jerlin and Elizabeth was meeting us at 3.45, so time changed to 2pm! yays!(since bc im always late) so i left the house at about 1+ then went to take bus 292 to Tm, then took the train to pasir ris. And Whoooooo~ im earlier for once! then i saw Gladys walking in, then i walked to her. She top-up her card then we were on our way! Marina Bay station here we come! haha, gladys was tired so she slept in the train.(-.-) but i just sit there and stare into space (._.) So we reached Raffles Place then we got off the train, but we were 1hour early! wahahaah! then as we were hungry we went to find food. NO FOOD TO EAT! i wanted to eat mac. hais. then Gladys say go bugis, so we did! Then went to mac. but wow, I saw a big crowd outside mac. At first i didnt know what was it then after eating for so long i saw one sign "I♥Adam" then i was ... OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGAH-ing to myself. Adam as in Adam Lambert! whoooooooo~ then we ate everything finish at about 3.50+ then Elizabeth called said that they arrived already so we left mac at 3.58pm. but i didnt want to leave. Gladys then asked me what time the autograph event started, so i said 4pm, that is like 2mins away! We were actually behind the big crowd beside the stage, then Gladys went to throw her icecream away, then! i remembered that mac inside can see through. then! i found out that he was going to pass that direction infront off us! then i waited for like 15mins, then he finally came out! Omo, so Hot! haha. I took a video, but a shaky one =.= haha. Then we rushed to go to marina bay to meet Jerlin and Elizabeth. We were late bc of me and Gladys got the scolding! sorry~ >< then blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah. We sat at our row at The light blue seats at the floating plateform then waited for it to start. we bought alot of food also! wahahahaha. Picnic. then blahblahblah, then i realised that I was extremely lucky that Jerlin invited me to go. she said i was the first one she thought about! gah, so touching! heheheheh.so we saw shinee,xiaogui,JJ etc. whoo! everybody stood up when shinee came out for the 'red carpet' thing. then sat down. but at their performance more stood up! then jerlin and Elizabeth stood on the chair, and why didnt i think of that ?! so i stood on it also! wow, nice view! they performed Ringdingdong,Jojo,and Replay. -dances- then after thier performance, majority left! but there were still artirts! then after the whole thing ended, all the idols came out again then byebye, train home!
ohoh! Elizabeth alsoo gave me her uknow best selection card! i was wiggling in the bus when she gave me! happygirl~ hahha. thankyou again! ^^
ok, thats about all i guess! by the way. uknow's pic is unrelated, i just wanted to put ^^

2010-02-19T23:20:00.002+08:00

Hais, late wishes! Lazy to post ah. yesyes i know, my blog is only about these thing, but who cares! Its MY blog! so.. Yeah!

Happy belated Birthday Yunho ! (6)

Happy belated Birthday Changmin! (18)

Happy belated Birthday Leejoon! (7)

Happy belated Birthday Chansung! (11)

Happy Belated (R)Birthday Jaejoong! (4)

ah, i need that PackageA tickets! I need to be with yaya unni in that Package,together! please let not have 250 so soon! Let us both have the Package A~ With early seats!(no worries too!) right now we are having one breakdown ! duckbutttttttttttttttt+twinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! gah, why are u doing this to us ?! can like someone help us buy earlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?! .... like MONDAY !!!!!!

2010-01-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Jaejoongie! ♥♥♥♥♥

Happy Birthday Jaejoong! Ah, You are 24/25 now! Lol! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ Ugly Edit ._. Well i was falling asleep waiting for midnight to come! ~ Oh, Where are you now? Unnie is looking for you~ waiting! Haha! I miss your singing! Your Looks (yes! his looks), YunJAE Jaejoong, How are you today? Fine ? (I sound like im writing a lettter = = sorry for the rudeness) Its your birthday today, how are you gonna spend it ? with the members? With Hyun Joong?, Hopefully with the Members! >< I miss Dbsk,lol.

I wwont be able to see much dongbang these days, Im moving house :( I dont wanna! I cant bear to leave this house to someone that is gonna hack down our 7/8years home! Ah, im so gonna cry when i leave the house. (wait cant do that, must hold back my tears until school) I must not cry in front of my mother and father! But i will truely miss this house. All the memories~ all the things i have done, the cooling floor that i love to lie on. Im moving to my mother side's home. and staying there till the 20+ February. then moving to the rental Tampines home opposite TP. Damn it lah, i hate that space. I totally regret not wanting to rent the blk208home. -punches self- It was so much easier too. from tampines i dont even know how to go here and there. So out of nowhere lor the place. lols, i keep accidentily hitting the drawer. For goodness sake why am i blogging this on Jaejoong's Birthday post ?! Silly.
Hais, heard alot of ppl are going to see Shinee, Gah, Im so dead. My uncle will killlllllllllllllll me! Hais, Jingyi,Jerlin,Alston's Sister,Juyin,Kelu,Kelu's Friend,Avere?,Aftiqa? etcetc all going! argh, fishcakes. I wonder, for the Shinee fan-signing.. how early will people go!? Argh, I dont care! i will go see them no matter what! -grabs camera- lols, now Twitting for Joongie (#happybdayjaejoong)

2010-01-25T00:03:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Kim Junho !

Woohoo! Happy Birthday ! Junho hwaiting! 2pm Hwaiting!

2010-01-24T13:46:00.001+08:00

lols, just randomly went to twitter and saw this :

wooh, Its actually one of the trending topics!
Oh! Jaejoong's Birthday is coming ! yays!
ohoh! and speaking of birthdays tomorrow is Junho's birthday! 2pm Junho! huhuhu.
Happy Advance Birthday Junho! Will wish you later again! Ah, Jaejoong~ I wonder will you celebrate your birthday with the members? ... Go Dongbang! (ノ><)ノ

2010-01-24T13:14:00.002+08:00

Ah, It makes me cry no matter how many times i watch it. Dbsk, hwaiting! Always Keep the Faith! & Hope to the End!

2010-01-24T02:05:00.002+08:00

Whoo! Congrats to Dbsk for getting:

KPOP Category: ♥

MOST FAVORITE TOUR/CONCERT: The 3rd Asia Tour Mirotic (DBSK)

MOST FAVORITE SONG: Mirotic (DBSK)

MOST FAVORITE VIDEO CLIP: Picture Of You (DBSK)

MOST FAVORITE GROUP: DBSK

JPOP Category : ♥

MOST FAVORITE TOUR CONCERT/SHOW: The 4th Live Tour - The Secret Code (THSK)

MOST FAVORITE ALBUM: The Secret Code (THSK)

M...OST FAVORITE SONG: Stand By U (THSK)

MOST FAVORITE VIDEO CLIP: Stand By U (THSK)

POP General Category ♥
THE BEST ARTIST: DBSK

..in the YAN Online Awards

2010-01-11T06:49:00.000+08:00

Don't you even think that Because he did that for a fan i would start liking him ok! I still dont! but he called Jae for the fan! gah. Jae! Mr.Kim Jaejoong! gahhhh~!
Here is the story:

Korean TS*: Hyun Joong oppa, where is Jae Joong oppa?

Hyun Joong: I am not sure. (Hyun Joong gave me his signature, then I saw him talking on the phone, seems like he was calling Jae Joong )

Hyun Joong: Hyung, where are you?

Jae Joong: I am at 압구정동 (Apgujeong-dong), anything?

Hyun Joong: Nothing I will call you back later.

Hyun Joong: (Hanged up the phone and talked to me) he says he is at 압구정동 (Apgujeong-dong) hehe.

*TS - Triple S (SS501 fanclub)
Basically an SS501 fan or a Hyunjoong fan, after taking a picture with Hyunjoong asked about Jaejoong and since Hyun joong didn't know where Jaejoong was, he decided to just call him up right then and ask.
well, i just wanted to blog about this right now. and Breakout 18s preview! ahhhhhhh,Loving it! I was just blank when i saw it. It was ....(!!!!!!!!!!!) -starts squealing- Gah, many things made me happy&also sad.
&& this!
MC: Jaejoong and Yoochun, which do you prefer, dogs or cats?
Yoochun: I favor dogs.. Yes..
MC: Jaejoong?
Jaejoong: I favor the members.
MC: What?
Jaejoong: I don’t have a deep interest in pets, dogs or cats.
Yoochun: Are you talking that the members are substitutes for pets ?
All: (Lol)
MC: The members are pets?
Jaejoong: Well, I am living with the members for many years now,
MC: Yes, yes, yes..
Jaejoong: I am not lonely even if there are no dogs or cats around me,
Yoochun: Yes
Jaejoong: I like to be with
MC: the members

2010-01-04T21:55:00.002+08:00

Marioooooooooooooooooo~ lols, random much !? hehehehe/.
Its only the first day of school and im already stressed for God's sake! Aish! -throws random things around-
Regarding the Rumors: Wth is Chunjaesu doing flying to Australia ?! Come Singapore! Maybe going to show some support to Min? then Yunho left Behind in Korea =.= ..Sydney! Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
hais, Today go school blahblahblahblah, doing the blaahstuff at the blahplace, blah-ing.
Gah! now min in Brisbane ?! ehhhhhhhhhh~
back to the point of blah-ing, today finished at 2pm! -hand signals- then wennt to staff room with Son, blahblah. then didd all the drawings till 5+? stupid me go design that drawing of the boy! ._. Gah.
Now he is in Queensland?! wth is wrong with this scene?!
WHERE IS YUNNIE OF ALL PEOPLE?! Heeeeeeeeeechul~ wait, why did i type his name?! Hyukjae oppa~ What is wrong with me?! who is next? ... Yunhwa~ Jisuuuuuuuu~ ah... Tabi-shii~ (TOP) oks, more news! "Changmin was on a codeshare flight. He went to Sydney via Asiana Airlines then to Brisbane via Qantas Airways"
so cool~ Codeshare, like super agent! oks, dream on girl dream on. Lulululululalalalalalalala~
I really think there is something seriously wrong with my mind. so to the class im quietly crazy? or something that has quiet and crazy in it ! hehe. my poor uncle is sick! yes,random i know. oks, now i cant chase idols anymore! aish. have N'levels and blahblah! hais, Please pass with flying colors so that i can be free, finally free. I will be free! i will ! i will! stupid time to on the radio, 10mins before the program ends =_=
ok, now i want to eat? byes!
ohoh! there was a guy on the bus today that was SO DAMN argh! so smooth skin for god sake! if he say he singaporean, pure singaporean i think i go into shock. So damn 'pretty' lah. why am i pissed ?! wanted to take picture but im not those ppl okays?! i may look like it but.. ok fine! i am! but i was too sleepy. i was pratically dead on that bus. I STILL LOVE YUNNIE! IM NOT LEAVING MY LOVE OKAYS! Even their back view makes me cry -points down-

2010-01-04T07:41:00.000+08:00

Last post before i start school once again! Now is 7.28am, i have already tied my hair, but its(my hair) not really much listening to me ... Well in about 10more minutes im leaving the house to go to school~ Wonder when will ur mama come school, son. Ah~ 7.31am~ whoooo~ over the holidays i have never done much, only Slack,eat,sleep, watch tv,use com,go out with friends, stalk people(opps), go out to airport etc. i think i have never gone to the airport so many times in 2-3weeks ! haha. Well its a beautiful place! hehe. 7.34am. im running out of time on the com already! but im doing a much wasteful of time blogging ?! what is wrong with me ?! haha. Yaya unnie~ wait! why am i suddenly calling for you ?! unnie~... argh! stop it! ok, i should stop talking to myself now. Ah, now my class is in the last block 3rd floor last class~ closest to the toilet, aish. i think its male toilet. well have to go school to find out. but i really think its male toilet. ohwell ~ 7.37am now..3more minutes till i off the com! Ahhhhhhh~ Yunnie ah~ ♥
eh, i better off the com now~ My mother : "eh, not going down?" because my father went down first. im lazy ok! lazy! lol. oks! byes! blog some time soon~ I miss Seoul'd out! Mariooooooooooo~

2010-01-03T23:33:00.002+08:00

Hais, just right after i have seen until part 5/10 of Dating on earth the unsubbed one, The subbed one comes out = = ok fine, I was impatient for the subbed one to come out! hais, i think i shall watch finish the whole thing then go over to the Subbed one before it is removed like Heaven's postman. Lols, lucky i watched it so comfortably before it got deleted. haha, lucky us which got to watch. Some smart ones are the ones that actually downloaded the video XD (good for you) but i didnt really enjoy it though, i mean it wasnt what i expected. I thought that i might cry, but i didnt at all.
hais, i think im losing affection for HK, i didnt even cry for him when he was in the bus with MN. Everybody cried but i .. not even sad ._. something is wrong with me! *nods to self* Now i await for CMH ! ah, even he isn't tall according to the Skith member, nevermind! i shall wait and see! i wonder can i even see in the first place, have school !!!!!! damn. SKIP SCHOOL! muahahaahahaha! jokingjoking~ ^^ But still .. MUAHAHAHAAHHAHA! CMHoppa~ lols, oppa .. -repeats to self again and again- *dances*
hais, tomr start school already, why the hell am i blogging when im supposed to be sleeping ?! Oh, who cares anyways, im used to it, and im seriously not sleeping -jumps around crazily-
I still havent blogged about the Seoul'd out, blah&blah. ah~ i wonder should i even blog about it ... Anyways, Yesterday while going to tm to meet my mother we passed by Sunplaza park, and i read it as Sundara Park!
lols, my crazy mind ! haha,and i started laughing out loud ! My father must have thought that im crazy. but ohwell i AM crazy! Hais~ son is mama back yet ? Yesterday had fun with Avere at CC in Whitesands! we stayed in there for 1h45mins exactly! in the end she bought her posters! lucky i saw then she dont waste money on the $3 posters! -hears door open- oh! my mother is back!
Better go watch my AADBSK3 now~ hai~ tomorrow schooling, school school school ~ My mother is now blabbering to my father about something he never close tight ? lols, i only hear "never close tight,close tight." ... I miss Dongbang~

2010-01-02T21:13:00.000+08:00

To all Cassies, Bigeast, and DBSK fans in general, here's an announcement. DO NOT believe in the disbandment rumors that sites have put up, ESPECIALLY ALLKPOP.

Their news arent even news at all, they're just gossip. No matter what, only believe in what the Dong Bang boys have to say about it, no one else.

Besides, didnt Yunho tell us fans not to worry and dont believe in any rumors? That they'll be 5 again in no time when all this is over? Well, I believe them, and I wont believe anyone else.

2009-12-28T11:28:00.000+08:00

Will blog about the Seoul'd out, LMH arrival,Skith party ~~and~~ ~~unity in diversity~~ soon!

ahah, i prefer Child or Empire than ZE:A ... I wonder does anyone think that too. Its like Child of Empire the name much better. ZE:A sounds like Star wars or something that has to do with aliens. Oh, alien language of Child of Empire! ._.
Well, Later having the unity in diversity performance, take me away from my SuperYunnie only = =
Ah, have to go tie hair already! its 11.30 for Goodness sake! ahah, have to leave! i havent wear my socks and think of a idea of how to cover the 'bedsheet and blanket' on my bag! and my gown! ah!!!!!!!!
worst thing of all ...
I HAVEN"T DONE MY HOMEWORK! hehe.
last note: Baek Ji young is one touching idol, made me cry so early in the morning.

2009-12-28T01:12:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday Taec! ♥

Whoooooooo~ Happy birthday to you happy birthday to you happy birthday OkTaecyeon~ happy birthday to you!

Taecyeon(the-sad-one-on-the-right)

Happy Birthday Narsha(나르샤) !

Wheeeeeeeeeeee~ Happy Birthday to you happy birthday to you happy birthday Narsha~ happy birthday to you!

*narsha(Extremeleft)

omo, i nearly forgotten! Happy Belated Birthday Hwannie ! ♥

2009-12-27T21:51:00.001+08:00

Happy Belated 6th Anniversary Dbsk!

ah, Six years have past already! Six years of Debut!

26th December six years ago, You were on that stage singing hug as new artists. Six years after, At the Mnet asia music awards you received the Best Asia Star Award.Even though you couldn't be together due to the Dispute, Don't worry, you will be with others soon!, once this storm ends. Because Storms end, and once that happens the sky clears and you five can stand together once again as one! without any Burden. We, the Cassiopeians, Will stand by your side forever! We have been here for 6 years ! Our cassiopeian population is increasing everyday. In 2008, we made it into The Guinness Book of Records for having the world's largest official fan club. Cassiopeia, the band's official fanclub, claimed of having more than 800,000 official members just in South Korea. for having the world's largest official fan club. Cassiopeia has more than 800,000 official members just in South Korea. In this world, we have about 195 countries in the world today.. Don't forget this, Its ONLY the official members, that means it does not count the unofficial ones. So there are more Cassiopeians out there. In 2009, you made it into the Guinness book of records again, making it the Second record. You made it for being the most photographed celebrity in the world, Congratulations.

Dbsk, A hallyu star.. NOT! They are local stars, hallyu stars are meant for idols that have been popular in other countries even before they have debut there. So Dbsk is different from them! They have worked hard to debut in Japan. And from being unknown, they have Toped the Charts over and over again. They have been working so hard to become what they are today.

And their hard work has paid off.. They performed in Tokyo dome.

Once a dream, now a reality.

The Secret code -final in tokyo dome, ah what a nice name.

There are many things that i want to type, but mainly i'm so glad that I have found you. You are the inspiration of many. Many agrees when it says, "Dbsk is the reason i'm here today, the reason i'm living." and so do I. If I didn't find them years ago, I don't even think I would have found some the great friends I have today. Thank you Dongbang. Thankyou ever so much. Don't forget, We the Cassiopeians will always be by your side, Forever.

We are waiting, waiting for the day you come back on to the stage as Dbsk. Thinking back, All the achievements you have, all the tears you shed, all the happiness you had, all the hardships that you have gone through, all these .. have brought You to what you are today. Always keep the faith, Hope to the end. 사랑해. Dongbangshinki hwaiting!

Yes, im a bad cassie for posting 1 day late >.<

2009-12-15T02:48:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday KimJunsu! KimJunho!

Forever be cutecute duckbutt okays Junsu-shii! ah~

Don't worry,the storm will be over soon! Because storms don't last forever!

We cassiopeians will be here for you forever! hehehe.

Junho-shii ! Even though I can't say anything about you, i will still wish you happy Birthday!

You too are as cute as our dolphin! ♥

2009-12-14T20:35:00.002+08:00

- On Hiatus -

Yeah, I wont be posting for awhile longer than expected, well what can i do about it-.-

So Leave some tags in by Tag box(Please!!!)

I'll try to post soon.

& As some people know, December is a real busy month for me and the others, so PleasePlease leave a Tag.
Oh, and for those who have called me and Sms-ed me and I didn't answer, Im so sorry.

Goodbye! ♥

2009-12-02T21:07:00.000+08:00

Tried to see the FNS on FujiTV but it keeps jamming somewhere then i have to close the program and find the channel again and again. And now(!), its says 'Server performs Logout. Please wait'. i keep trying to sign in but its useless. so i have given up. i shall wait for it to be released on Youtube then.
so well, i just saw a Teletubbies Ring Ding Dong! its cute? or not? -jumpjump-
then while doing the random stuff that i also do i found this :

2009-11-30T02:07:00.002+08:00

Joongie ah, see! i post my pictures okays?

lols, at me staring ~

hais, today is the day i learnt the meaning of Hotlinking , I shall mark this day!

I'll try to stop it now!~ Sorry to those webs that i have hotlinked from!

Gomenasai ! Mianhae! Sorry! Dui bu qi! ......... Ah~ sorry again!

2009-11-30T02:04:00.000+08:00

[TRANS] Letter #20 Jung Yunho. Kim Jaejoong. Park Yoochun. Kim Junsu. Shim Changmin

One year and seven months and then three months

Another eleven months and then today......

2008. 12. 29 SBS Gayo Daejun
Our happy three months together were too short for us
We did not know that the 'goodbye' we said to them then would be so long
and we sent them to Japan once more

It was so strange to see a stage without them
It was so strange to see a stage with only three of them
It was so strange to see them moving around separately
It was even so strange to see them so exhausted and worn out
that I became exhausted and worn out as well

If we had known that this 'goodbye' would last so long
We would have held on to them and told them not to go.
We didn't know that this 'goodbye' would last so long
so we let them leave like that

The top star loved by 1.5 billion Asians
Recorded in the Guiness Book of World Records for Most Photographed Singer
Recorded in the Guiness Book of World Records for for an 800,000 member fanclub in korea alone
Ranked 1st on the Oricon Weekly Chart six consecutive times
BEST ASIA STAR
I sincerely hope that the 'goodbye' we said, is a 'temporary goodbye',
not a 'goodbye forever'
Why is it that whenever we say 'goodbye',
we have to say 'goodbye' for so long
'I should have just liked a singer who performs only domestically'
There are times when thoughts like that cross mu mind
but then I curse myself for thinking such things
I think this is the first time I've ever wanted
to see all five of them together so bad
Before, I used to wish that I could see at least one member
But now I want to see all five of them together

I hope that they are together right now, laughing and smiling

Yunho and Changmin.......................
who probably have it harder than Yoochun, Jaejoong and Junsu
All I hope for is that they are not hurting
I hope that our leader and our maknae are not hurtinOur six years
Five years full of hardships, yet happiness
It's only been six years
They've finally become six-year seniors
But it is so hard for them right now
This year has been so hard for all of us

Like how the sky brightens after rain
I hope that next year, in 2010, they will be happy
ChunJaeSu, HoMin
You ask who the traitor is?
If we had to pick out a traitor,
that traitor is you
By dividing ChunJaeSu and HoMin up to see who the traitor is,
you have become the traitor
When did we start dividing and calling them ChunJaeSu and HoMin?
Don't waste your time trying to figure out who the traitor is
If you really want to know who the traitor is,
think of whether or not you are the real traitor for even trying to find a traitor
All they are is the five member group TVXQ

You may be divided into ChunJaeSu fans and HoMin fans now and arguing about who the traitor is
but when they return, as if nothing had happened,
you'll shout 'TVXQ, we love you'.

If you're going to be like that, don't call yourself a Cassiopeia and go to some other fandom
They do not give me a chance to even let my mind wander or get sick of them
Jung Yunho. Kim Jaejoong. Park Yoochun. Kim Junsu. Shim Changmin

Source: [Daum Television]
Translation credits: jeeelim5@tohosomnia.net
Shared by: tohosomnia.net
Do not remove/add on any credits

2009-11-27T17:48:00.002+08:00

Ah, how i wish they were a couple -fly-

2009-11-23T17:08:00.000+08:00

The day of my 2222 views = =

oppsies, i edited it till the top half of 2222 cut XD

2009-11-23T01:14:00.000+08:00

동방신기
Don't say goodbye..
No matter how long you take I will wait for you, We all will.
You all have become a part of my life, the reason why I got into the kworld, the reason for the me today, you five are one of the reasons why I find that the world is indeed beautiful in different ways, I will wait for you five to come back... come back into our hands, The Cassiopeia.
You Five will blow them all away, blow them to the constellation... Cassiopeia. Make them become a part of the Cassiopeia, make them regard you as Gods,ones that are the highest.
We all didn't know what pain you five were going through, and we still don't. Please just let your anger,sadness or what feelings out. Let us, the cassiopeians comfort you, hold you in our arms and make you feel warm. Seeing you five like this makes us all sad and heartbroken. Because of your existance in this world the fanclub called Cassiopeia was formed and became the largest fanclub in the world.
When three of you decided to fight against Sm entertainment we supported you, it made us very anxious of what is going to happen, made us happy then sad, and when the other two came in plusing to the news, it broke many hearts, seeing three of you standing at the Mnet asian music awards as representives of The Best Representative for Asia award saying words such as "I think this is the first time I've wanted to sing so badly","possibly our two friends who are watching, I wanted to say that I love you." really brought many to tears, but by your being their already brought people to tears, the cassiopeia believes in you.
We believe that you five will rise again as one! hearing that you live separately sends my heart a bullet. Where on earth is Yunho staying? Where on earth is Jaejoong staying?
Is this why people say that the world is cruel? well, i dont believe that the world is.
I want the Rising Gods of the East to never go down. Never.
So 동방신기, never say goodbye, remember .. the Cassiopeia is always here for you, waiting for you always. Always keep the faith & Hope to the end ♥
동방신기 hwaiting !
Cassiopeia hwaiting!

2009-11-17T13:22:00.000+08:00

hellos. im back! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
Well today is the day that Byun Woo bin would be coming to Singapore..or should i say that he IS already in Singapore. hais, rumors said that Junsu and Junsu are coming to Singapore too..on the same flight.
But well the time for their landing have passed and now i just wanna know if the KIM BROTHERS REALLY CAME OR NOT! COME ON,DAMN IT... IM SUFFERING HERE!but well, i would be glad if they didnt come...Bc im didnt go! But well if they did come i better rush for their departure! muahahahahh. im totally stalking the dbsknights page now..oks, and youtube too! hahhahahah. but ..you know... its KIM JUNSU we are talking about here! and his twin, Kim Junho! ...Who can resist the kim junsu in singapore, Live! and for a even 'worst' situation.. his twin with him ?! ....ah, Junsu-shii !

hais, i just had to read this.. :

do spread the words around!!! i heard from some sources that there they are actually coming and will be arriving on the same flight as the rest on SQ 603 on 17 nov! i am also told to look out for james kim, another handsome actor who is coming also. i understand that the model agency is not revealing much for fear of a huge fans turnout like lee min ho's cancelled appearance at plaza sing.
i will definitely go just in case!!! knowing the organizer likes to keep such info under wraps!!!

oh, the horror of reading this over and over again. but the airport is the airport, its not like there are no barring gates! and well, Junsu should have gone through worst situations!..with more fans,more screamings,more pushing and of course more danger. hahs, but i just guess that Singapore Security gaurds are not trained enough to handle this situations bc well...singapore is a little red dot,a small country..so there wont be any much danger. but i know it is a small country..BUT IT DOESNT MEAN THAT THE POPULATION IS SMALL! CAN U IMAGINE the cassiopeians of singapore+ HWB fans+ James Kim fans+ Junho fans+ all the _____ ppl ?! there are ppl that flew all the way to singapore just to see this! And and! hais, i totally forgot what i was talking about = =

oh, my jaw is aching. (lols, the sudden-ness?!)

2009-11-14T13:32:00.002+08:00

TVXQ and Cassiopeia are one. (TVXQ and Cassiopeia, we are one.)
TVXQ, the Rising Gods of the East
Cassiopeia, the guardian of the constellation of TVXQ

Recently, there have been a lot of news regarding TVXQ, and we are very worried; SM is currently using many ways to attack TVXQ in an attempt to divide the gods and us. These actions are unbearable, but SM will never tear us apart.
Six years have already passed, and we now have enough strength to protect TVXQ. We made a promise that no matter what happens we will stand by TVXQ. We love you and believe in you, just like we have since the beginning.
Please do not forget our promise. When you are sad and down, there is still us. When you are sad, happy, or having a hard time, just turn your head and we will always be there for you, to support and cheer you on.
TVXQ, we will walk with you to the end.
During those six years, we have matured, and have gained trust for one another. Every scene has been imprinted onto our minds; the sadness, the pain, the touching moments, and the happiness – these are what we shared together. Every single page is the footprints of love. We have grown up maturely; though we may not be able to do much, we have chosen to believe and we choose to protect willingly.
We always wanted to say out loud, “Dong Bang Shin Ki, it has been tough for you, but all the sweat and tears were worth it. Please take care of yourselves!
Dong Bang Shin Ki, please take the courage and the love from each one of us, and keep moving forward.
We will support you towards the road to the future!
Cassiopeia will always be by your side. We will never leave!
We are TVXQ’s Cassiopeia forever.

2009-11-14T00:42:00.002+08:00

Dearie Yunho…..

Could you please show us your leader power, and bring….

… this cutie singing dolphin who always wears black-black outfits wherever he goes and says that he possesses TVXQ charisma *cough* oh yeah whatever Jun-chan *cough* ….

… this hottie blond blunt face who brings mirror everywhere in his pocket, whose hair swings could gives stabs to every girls’ hearts ….

…. this fierce beast whose smile can suddenly melt his ice-y figure and be everyone’s partner in crime..
and this…………….

………… Yun, please tell me why is he so cute?

Yun.. can you bring them back, please???

as the time stood still
I, we want our fabulous five back.
We want our five voices back.
Please~

2009-11-10T20:37:00.002+08:00

Korean star Byun Woo Min to come to Singapore next week

Fans of Byun Woo Min, take note! The hot star of the hit Korean melodrama Temptation of Wife will be coming to town this month on 17th. A meet-and-greet session with fans is scheduled for the next day.

Temptation of Wife tells the tale of a kind and gentle woman who turns revengeful after she finds out that her husband and her best friend cheated on her. She then starts a series of vengeance against her husband's family. Byun Woo Min stars as the unfaithful husband, Jung Gyo Bin. With its eventful plot of twists and turns, the show has become a major hit in Korea, Taiwan and China.

Tying in with the arrival of Byun Woo Min to promote the drama, Temptation of Wife will debut on local tv here on Nov 19 on Channel U.

If any of his fans are up for stalking their Idol, here's Byun's schedule as follows:

Nov 17
2.35pm - Arrival at airport via SQ603

Nov 18
12pm - Meet-and-greet session with fans at Poh Kim Store and Atrium, West Mall
1pm - Meet-and-greet session with fans at Poh Kim Store and Atrium, Junction 8
3pm - Meet-and-greet session with fans plus performance at Poh Kim Store and Atrium, City Square Mall
7pm - Quest Modelling agency party at Infusion, Block 16A Dempsey Road

Nov 19
11.50pm - Depart from Singapore via SQ602

Korean star James Kim (Seoul Raiders and Hollywood movie Father's Day), Lee Seul (from upcoming movie Tears next year) and Lee Hyung Min, the producer of the famous Korean tearjerker Winter Sonata.

Psst, there's also a possibility of Jang Seo Hee, the female co-star in Temptation of Wife, coming to Singapore if her schedule permits.

Local organisers are also in discussion with several other Korean artistes such as twin brothers Kim Jun Soo and Kim Jun Ho from South Korean boyband TVXQ and actress-singer Jang Nara to attend the party. Check out xin.sg for the latest details.

2009-11-10T06:53:00.002+08:00

On the upcoming episode of MBC's Golden Fishery set to air on the 11th, JYP carefully brought up Jaebeom and hinted about his return to 2PM.

JYP Entertainment stated:

"We slightly touched upon Jaebeom's possible return, JYP's statement can be considered another step in that direction. But it is not set in stone. However, this should at least answer fans' confusion and clear up the situation a bit."

Although the details of the full episode have not been revealed yet, it is hinting at the fact that JYP is actively pursuing and anticipating Jaebeom's return. This is also the first time that JYP has spoken on this issue. The full episode will air on the 11th and allkpop will provide full coverage on the details.

2009-11-10T06:43:00.000+08:00

Good Mornings! ♥
hahs, couldnt sleep just now.. woke up at 4am and watch tv. Saw Pops in Seoul Again! ahdoi, repeat episode from the previous night. hahs. My mother was watching it with me yesterday night and it showed 'Are you a good girl' by Dbsk at the Mirotic in Seoul concert. Then i was the hyper-est ...Screaming like a looony~
"AH! YUNHO! JAEJOONG! CHANGMIN! MICKY! JUNSU! AHHHHHHHHHH~" ...then there was a part when they showed when they were on the broom/bicycle/Holding umbrella/fly here and there my mother said "Like that also can ah?" laughing. then i giggled. Then I saw it again this morning..The repeated broadcast. hhas, couldnt be as hyper as yesterday night bc my parents were sleeping and you imagine you sleeping you hear "AH! DBSK! ah, Shuai! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! omo, im going to faint! " ...wouldnt you be surprised? hahaha.

Hmms, now 1:59pm songs are not reaally nice to hear annymore. i only liked 'Tired of waiting'. I miss Jay. "My heart is still beating..for you" lols, from their new album ...the 'song' 'my heart' hahs. reminds me of 'what time is it?' ... now its just saying My heart is beating for you. Seriously their songs are getting ....something. oh! 'Gimme the light' is sorta nice too. ^^ Finally~

2009-11-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

Today had choir! whoo! hahs. met Tina,Yilin and Ying Zhuang at PP kfc then ate. they started eating first because sotong me forgot that today school at 11.30am. So yah. met them there ate srooms burger! hahs, the cashier aunty sooooo cute! hahah.

At 1pm we left kfc and went upstairs cheers to buy some stuff. i bought the usual Apple cranberry! hahahs. Then while i was paying Mr lim appeared! hahah. YingZhuang: Shui lai de? (chinese for Who?....sort of) then tina say conductor so many times XD ... anyways...we walked back to school and did all the random stuff..talk to mr wang .. MR WANG MY BLOG MAY LOOK DEAD BUT ITS NOT! haha, felt seriously sleepy while they were talking. well its those stuff. hahs, then 2.10pm we went to choir. hahah. 'late' for 10mins...V.P say have 15mins grace, so we werent actually late ^^ hehe.
lululala, then break...Mr lim gave us Oreo,candy and candy. hahahs. Then its like after that have Presentation! hahs, so fun! i wannaa do more.. shhhhh... hah. It was so damn fun! I talked about dbsk! hahs, i forgot to talk about their situation and 2pm! aish. hahs, nehmind still have next time! hahs, during camp. ne~ I wonder what is she bringing.... What are you bringing? lols, talking to her that is dont know have read my blog at all.

-2pm again and again on the radio! *dances*-

lols, the random moment...aish, Jay-shii, please come back soon. You may take your time, but I beg you, You need to come back! My msn picture hasnt change ever since you left us hottest and 2pm. (well, its a cartoon you.Its cute!..to me)... hahs. Taecyeon's rapping ah~ I love 2pm.
But I Love The five hot namjas more. 5hotnamjas in a group called Dbsk. -faints at looking at _______-
omo, the bor-dayyyyyyy~ hot ! -re-faints-

I cant wait for the choir camp! aish, have to bring track pants again. i hate it. and now my mouse is not working?! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! and Bof song is on the radioo ?! wth. haha. and now is U-kiss's song... all grown up i think. hahs, U-kiss... havent heard of them in some time. Oh! i saw 2 Shinhwa cds just now at loyang Point cd shop. That was the place i bought my first dbsk cd from; Rising sun. hhas. im so damn happy i bought it. Lols, the aunty said Those cds were old XD Shinhwa's cd !!! hahahah! lols. Anyways, Sophia's and Qinyi's Presentation was soooo funny that i my jaw and stomach hurted so much!
oks, now off to see my videos again. && i just found out that Shindong was in Single dad in love. and i have watched it 2times before months ago, or was it last year? hahas, anw.. i watched it and didnt even realise! hahahs.

2009-11-08T18:36:00.002+08:00

Some quotes ~~Stolen~~ from SHINee's international Forum

"Hello! We are the contemporary band, shining SHINee!" - SHINee

"When something’s hard, smiling helps us in the end, and it becomes fun." - Taemin

"I think it's better to get closer slowly than trying to get close in the beginning." - Minho
"From now on, let's work really hard. SHINee ultra transformation~ Let's do it!" - Minho
"If I become the class president, I'll kiss all of you." - Minho
"Cold heart, baby. Cold eyes, baby." - Minho
"I know this isn't right, but I'm happy." - Minho
"You're like oxygen to me." - Minho

"They said we are manly and wild... Is that good?" - Minho
"As I go on with life, I find that there can be bad moments. But I have to be positive and change so that the bad thing doesn’t happen again." - Taemin
"Japanese like to say “so desu ‘ne’”. That “ne” sounds a lot like when we reply “ne” in Korea, meaning yes, yes." - Jonghyun

"There is a rumor that if you listen to A.MI.GO, then your virus will instantly disappear!" - Key

"Whether you do well on stage or not, it’s the whole experience that counts."- Key

"Once we went to cafe and there was a vibrating sound that came on when your order was ready. He[Taemin] asked me what it was so I lied to him by saying that if you didn't pick up your order fast enough the vibrating sound would explode. And he believed me." - Key

"In an Interview..
What do you want to say to those who want to become a star?
Minho: Mine would be, If you don’t give up your hopes and dreams, then there would always be a good result/ending." - Minho

"If I met an alien, I would definitely be scared at first, but after I got to know it, I would think about how to send it back home." - Jonghyun
"[In English]
Key: OMG, I'm freaking tired *sniff*
Amber: You're tired.
Key: Think I've got a cold. *sniffs*...... so sick. My body is so hot. So I'm so hot.
Amber: He's hot
Key: *laughs* I'm hot *happy dances*" - Key / f(Amber)
"Minho looks like a main character of a manga." - Onew
"The person who is able to meet an ET, who has come to earth, and not feel scared, but instead is able to converse naturally with it, is Key. Even if he is left on an abandoned island, he will still be able to find a way to survive. - Jonghyun
"Whether you do well on stage or not, it’s the whole experience that counts." - Key

2009-11-08T01:59:00.000+08:00

omo, Hankyung at the end !

Just felt like posting this after for some reason... apparently my this song in my blog's playlist was missing some words at the beginning for months! hahs.

2009-11-07T21:01:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the day for the class bbq. The people who said wasn't going went XD

Even me, ... And Caris(!) i know you went too! hahs. Left the house somewhere near 5pm, then went to the bbq. hais, isnt there a shorter way there? hahs, well im a lazy person! hahs, banged into Yilin & Gladys then went to mac cafe to buy some drinks! the Double chocolate frappe is delicious! highly recommended my Stephanie Chen. hahs, well ok, i loved it and some may not like it. then after that Gladys wanted to buy some food to eat since the bbq pit didnt have much to eat. So i also bought food. McChicken meal. I shared some with Yilin. Well the reason for the meal was bc i wanted to share with her. but went we reached the bbq pit ... My fries was gone in less then 2mins = = my fries! hahas. its oks ^^ i was prepared! hahs. So stayed there till night. also banged into Jiayun there and some other green aliens. lols, it was funny! Tina and I wanted to go to the toilet then at the park entrance we just thought " oh! those people are familiar!" and stopped at our spot. The other group also stopped XD then its like woah~. hahs.

Our long(?!) walk to the toilet took up a long~ time. we went back and ... ah, i forgot what we did..nevermind. at _____pm we went for a walk! weeeeeeeeeeee~ on the way back Tina and I stopped and sat at the bench while the others(YingZhuang,Yilin and Lynn) walked back. lols. We sat there and did some random singings then walked back. and lols, we decided to walk back again bc we wanted peace. but first we walked the other direction to the toilet with yingz zhuang. lalala, alston called Tina (wooo, tina~) .. asked if we wanted to go for a movie. And weeeeee~ we went! hahs. we went back to grab our stuff (well, tina'ss stuff bc i didnt carry any bag with me bc i hate carrying bags around sometimes) then went to Ehub .... bumped into Blah,blah &blah. Then decided to go arcade. hahs, a even longer story after that! aish. We found out that we were watching 'poker king' but... i was unhappy ... because(!) 'My girlfriend is an agent' was there right in front of my eyes! Even astroboy was there! hahahs, after playing at the arcade for a while, i saw something! Gokusen the movie ! lols, right in front of my eyes and i didnt see it. hhas, Tina took a picture of me and the poster ^^ hhahs.

at 9.50+ we went in.. our seat was D-1 to D-? and 2 seats in front of our row. hahs, then i just realised.. lol! one whole row at the side..3a1. At the basketball game ...3a1 illegal gathering! hahahs. watch the movie until 12+ ...then came out ...called daddy and was surprised...he was already there with my mother! hahs. Drank something then went back home~ hahs.

Fun day ended ! ^ ^

2009-11-03T18:35:00.000+08:00

lols, my friend asked me to see this XD first i lmao, then ... decided to post this .. ENJOY ~

2009-11-03T06:32:00.000+08:00

Well, another countdown has begun...

If you set your clock to Korea's current time, you will see a new countdown on the website. The countdown started at 64:00 and began on November 3rd, 12:00 AM Korea time (set your computer to this and you will see it on the site). On to more speculation, after the countdown of this timer will they release another teaser?

Hahs, another countdown, teaser? So now it would be at 7am on thursday? .. now is 6.32:?am and the countdown shows 57:25:25

2009-11-02T18:37:00.001+08:00

2PM has finally released a much anticipated teaser for their new song "Tired of Waiting" on 2PM's official website, and it's definitely hot! From the snippet, it seems like the song will be a slow R&B type song. I'm sure that Hottests around the world have been tired of waiting too, and will be on the edge of their seats awaiting the release of the full song.

With their new title track "Tired of Waiting," is 2PM sending a message to their leader? We don't know anything yet, but fans have already stated, "the wait is making me crazy," and "let us know the truth already."

2009-11-02T06:41:00.007+08:00

2PM returning on Friday the 13th through Music Bank?

Friday the 13th is the day of the month which superstition holds it to be either a day of good or bad luck.

Will it be good or bad then for 2PM after it was revealed on the 1st that they will be making their comeback in less than two weeks time on KBS2TV's Music Bank.

Fans of 2PM and netizens have been discussing fervently among themselves ever since a 2PM heart together with a countdown timer was posted on 2PM's official website on the 31st. Many have calculated that by the time runs down to 0, the date would be the afternoon of 2nd November in Korea.

Ahead of the announcement by JYP Entertainment about 2PM and their comeback plans, a JYPE representive replied about the possiblity of Jaebeom returning, "We cannot reveal anything at this moment but what is sure is that they will be returning on the 13th through KBS2TV's Music Bank. We cannot say anything else besides that right now. Nothing has changed (about Jaebeom returning)."

Last note: Omo, Jo kwon's Abs! *faints*

2009-11-01T16:36:00.001+08:00

A short 'I don't care by 2ne1' sang by Sweet sorrow ^ ^

Ahs, i wanna do this sometime, but i dont think anyone would wanna do it with me!

2009-10-31T12:48:00.003+08:00

what does the countdown timer on Jyp 2pm official web mean?
what does it mean? im curious .. Is Jae finally coming back when it hits 0 ? will the new album be released? will they announce that another member will be the new leader? Is it the deadline for Jae's comeback? What if there is no more 2pm after it hits 0 ? will 2pm be gone? no, it cant be.. they are releasing a new album! yeah. right?
Jaebeom will come back, right?
Yosh! Always keep the faith !

Mysterious clock on 2PM website

There's something mysterious going on 2PM's Official Website. When you visit the website you see a heart with a countdown timer right under, as of the time of this writing the countdown displayed 70:40.

What exactly does this timer represent? No one knows for sure, but there's speculation that 2PM's official album will be announced when the timer hits 0. Maybe even an announcement of Jaebeom's official return? Cyworld recently announced that 2PM's first official full album was going to be released on November 10th, 2009, but that information has been taken down which causes even more confusion. What do you guys think will happen when the timer hits 0? I'm interested to read your thoughts on this, remember to visit the 2ONEDAY Forums.
For those of you who did the math and figured out the countdown would reach 0 at 4 PM on Monday, here's why.

The countdown is synchronized with your personal computer's internal clock. Also, the countdown never hits zero. If you move your clock forward to 1:59 PM on Monday the 2nd, the clock will read 1:59:00 and will freeze. Nothing happens afterward. The clock just stops. What could it possibly be? 1:59 is the nickname for the 6 member 2PM. Possibly a deadline for Jaebeom to come back? Maybe the announcement of a new member? Who knows, but we'll all have to wait for Monday afternoon to find out.

edit :

I have tried moving the time to 1:59pm Monday 2nd nov... Its true, it never hits 0 .. Its 1:59:00pm...it stopped counting down, it really freezed there.

2:00pm & 2:01pm on my computer... The time really freezed at 1:59:00

2009-10-29T13:53:00.002+08:00

whoo~ BigBang's new song!

TOP! -drooling moment-

2009-10-27T11:08:00.000+08:00

15,000 Origami Roses Hoping For Jaebeom’s Return

ah~ Jay-shii, we are all waiting for you!
We all will wait till you come back into our arms, as the leadja of 2pm, as Park Jaebeom/Jaebum.
Park Jaebeom, Hwaiting!

2009-10-26T19:07:00.000+08:00

lols with the flash mobs. hahas.
I am by Mc mong ft Ivy is nice~ sorta. hahaha. didnt know that Mr Lim knew about the 2pm time stop flash mob. oh well, it was along orchard outside takashimaya, i would be surprised if anyone didnt know. hahs. i watched the one he said the raffles place one. hmms, quite cool. well 2pm singapore is not that big!
hmmms, when is Sgcassies going to have a flash mob? huhuhuhu~
Sk-ith! have a flash mob ! hahs. dance to mirotic! Wrong number! The way you are!
ah ah ah ..SHINee's ring ding dong! hahs, if anybody danced that i would be lmao! dance to Juliette! lols, dance to abracadabra! lols, that would be interesting! Rainism! hahs, that would be sorta nice.hahs, from the five godlike namjas to SHINee , BEG and rain XD
ohoh! finally bought that tickets to Seoul'd out!
cant wait till the 12dec! brown eyed girls wait for me! lols, T-MAX (?) too! hahah! FTI tooo!! etcetc!
lols, i wonder who would be interesting in flash mobbing besides me XD

well, im a crazy girl who actually went for the jay-walking and looked ugly in the pictures! spotted me yet?

2009-10-25T15:32:00.002+08:00

There was a scheduled fan meeting event at 4PM at the Plaza Singapura, where the new Etude House was opening up, but this is where things got a bit hectic. There were thousand's of people there, so much so that there was an overflow surpassing the max capacity of the mall. This extended outside and halted traffic to a standstill, it took reporters / media members a very long time to even enter the mall. Not only that, some of the fans were pushing some of the reporters once they entered and they felt it was too dangerous for them to stay there. With these security concerns in mind, the organizers of the event decided to cancel the event. Unfortunately, the fans didn't get to see Lee Minho and vice-versa, he didn't get to see all the fans that were waiting for him. When Lee Minho was informed of the cancellation, he was said to be visibly upset and felt bad for the fans that came to see him.
Finally there was a closed fan meeting event at 5:20PM at the St. James Power Station. This was reserved for 70 lucky fans from Singapore, China, Thailand, Vietnam, Indonesia, Philippines, Japan and Korea. Tickets for this event were selling for $350 - $400 online. This is where the lucky fans got to meet him, get autographs, and ask questions. Lee Minho first apologized for the previous fan meeting at the Plaza Singapura that was canceled. And that he hoped fans understood that it was canceled due to secruity reasons. When one of the fans asked what he thought of girls of Singapore, he smiled and said: "They're sweet and very cute, I'm very happy to meet them today. Once I like a girl, it won't matter about their age or nationality." He ended by thanking his fans for coming and saying that he hopes to visit more countries in the near future so he can see more fans from abroad.
News on his day in Singapore

2009-10-24T07:40:00.000+08:00

Yosh, today going to the airport. heh. kiasu until woke up at 6am. hahahs. when the flight is at 12pm XD
well, its called being a fan. a crazy fan is one that left at 5.30am !
Trust me, there was one that wrote that. chh, must be those types. Hais, 'we' all hate those types. chh, such bitches. ahhhs, didnt know what to wear today, so decided to wear my grandmama shirt and jeans. hehe. Then 10am meet joongie at the airport. better book the place properly.. -stands-
lols, oks. hais, im not as excited as at FTI's arrival mornng....ch, as if! im more excited! ahhhhhhhh!especially knowing that he is soo cute at the airport! -imagines-
-nosebleeding moment-

ahhhhhhhhh~ im so excited that i couldnt even sleep last night! hahhahhahah. I wish he would walk slowly and i wish that i got the standing spot! I need the good standing spot! who cares if we block the behind people! its a airport arrival of Lmh! who cares of the blockage.
lols, suddenly he walk fast XD hahs, but the possiblility that he walks he usual relaxed self is more than 50%
unless it changes! please walk relaxly! hehehe.

Good morning joongie~ hahs.

2009-10-20T11:23:00.002+08:00

Updated: Time Stop flash mob!

The 2pm flash mob that I regretted not going.
hahs, but the "Park Jaebeom/Jaebum" cheering was cooool ~

2009-10-19T11:50:00.002+08:00

Today woke up 8am, damn too excited?
well, 8am.. slept 6-7hours. oks, using computer as usual -_- ....
hais, my hair is totally not cooperating with me, hais, the messy-nesssssssss! have to trim it soon, its getting thicker and thicker, hais, this girl's worst hair nightmare.
-flashback-
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! *screams*
-comes back to reality-
ahs, bad times bad times. lucky i soft reborned my hair.. or it would be one heck of a day i would have today. ... ohyea, i havent said why i was excited, today im going out! weeeeeeeeee~ finally this day comes!(?) leaving the house 12pm? 12.10? hmmmms, what time should i leave?
-phone lights up- *shocked*
oh! Manura! hahha.
oks, well i better leave soon or i'll bee late as usual, hais, im usual the latest one.
when i try not to be late, i'll always arrive the earliest, then when i leave the estimated time, i'll be late! hais! whats with me! hahs, better leave! ahhhhhhhh! where are my keys?! ohs, its there! ahahhahah, lols, random personal conversation much. ==

oks! yes! yes! oks... yah.. WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!~ lols, more randomness-
byes!

2009-10-16T23:18:00.004+08:00

beware to those who listened to my playlist, the first song beginning is rather shocking sometimes.

2009-10-14T21:41:00.001+08:00

2009-10-13T14:36:00.003+08:00

If just for once you listened, other than being the spoiled brat that you aren't. That would make him happy. He always spoke in a different language when he is happy or stressed when he fought with you. When he said " I did this for you baby!" "I love you baby." When he said "I'm sick and tired of you!" over the phone while you were for once doing something for him, for his mother on parents' Day , You had tears in your eyes. He asked you to meet him at a place to discuss about the house that you both were living in. He wanted you to leave, as soon as possible. You finished the card that came along with the present you bought for his mother. You slowly walked out of the department store that you were in with him before he left madly because you drove him mad.

You followed his instructions to a recording studio. As you walked, tears started to form in your eyes as you thought of what he said to you. The words kept repeating in your head, "I'm sick and tired of you! Tired.Of.You!". Everyone in the building looked at you with weird eyes. The pain of not being able to see him anymore was overbearing. After the months that you have spent with him, you have never felt this, ... As you step into the recording studio with all the lights off, you went to flick the switch on and walked around. "Yah! Where are you?! You asked me to be here, and you are not here?! yah! " you shouted. And there it was, the couple ring that you both had on the table. You then thought that he was definately leaving you. You turned around holding the ring in your hand ,about to walk away.

"Baby." a voice came that from somewhere in the room. You thought you were dreaming when the other side of the window lit up. He was standing there, With flowers in his hand. Music started playing and he started singing.

too much, too much,
too much, too much...
I love you only you I need you
the shine in my eyes that watch you and the way i talk
they seem to imitate you little by little
My mood that's as bright as the sun; Heaven's gift sent from above
you're my last love~ Oh~ i love it
A never ending fantasy as a duet
Feels like we'll always be one team forever~ let's do it
Even though you're true self emerges when we're fighting, maybe I just think you still look pretty that way
baby~ at that moment, even if i get hit, my heart still skips a beat
For me, I don't need any other girl
It's enough for me to love one
Our feelings from our love that are so soft
If i only have you, even when I'm awake I'm living a dream
I love you~I hope my feelings don't ever change for you
From time to time, because of you one day feels like heaven and hell
Always inside my heart, always inside my head
I told you, i'm completely intoxicated with you~
girl, do u like it?
i like it, i like it
i love you (x2)
ey~what u gonna do about that yeah
Can I be as happy as this?
you're my fantasy
The voice you call me with
has a melody even the keyboard can't imitate
I'm sorry~ I always leave you all the time, I'm busy alone
You always wander inside of me
can u feel me~maybe I'm feeling anxious
If you ever feel worried, don't even allow yourself to think those thoughts
baby my love is heavy weight, everyday
Even when I'm away from you, I'm still thinking about you
On my finger is a ring that fits just right
When i brush against your hand~I'm going crazy
You're my best friend trust me i trust you
Something I've always wanted to tell you the whole day
I love you only you I need you
the way i look at you and the way i talk
they seem to imitate you little by little
My mood that's as bright and cheerful as the sun; Heaven's gift sent from above
you're my last love~ Oh~ i love it
too much too much too much (x2)
too much too much
I love you only you I need you
the way i look at you and the way i talk
they seem to imitate you little by little
love you, my best love to you yea
can we look so into you, i love you woo~
too much~ey too much~ey
too much~ey too much hey ey
If we're going to be together, my mood is
If we spend one day together, everyday is
Baby 24/7 all day, i'm clean, so clean
too much~ey too much~ey
too much~ey

He shouted for you to come over to the other side of the window, made you sit down and there was a cake, ... He whispered into your ear, "Happy 1month Anniversary baby, I love you"

hahs, sorry i was bored so i decided to write a story [._.]

2009-10-12T14:37:00.005+08:00

Hellos.
After a long time i have decided to blog. hehe.
Now listening to the usual everyday DEG abracadabra parody, and crazily dancing to it.
now Mc mong's because im a man. hais, so in love with the song ever since listening to minho and jonghyun(?) or was it key?... singing it on Idol army season 3 (2pm)..
Minho rapping to nichkhun, ah~ so ... -blank to be filled- ...loved it so much. damn, now im blushing, no manura, im not thinking anything. Its just the memories of that time when minho went on his knees.

-mouth watering moment-

opps, sorry for that.... oh! just now on the bus when it was my stop to get off the bus, someone was playing FTI's song. Wish somebody just play DBSK song or 2pm. That would make me so damn happpy! then listening to FTI on the bus, its not hyper-ish enough, or can say its not hyperish at all. yea, so got off the bus walked home, while on the bus talked to Shihui. We talked about We got married and 2days 1night. and somethings about crying moments.
WELL I CRY ALOT! but she doesnt. I cry over everything!
Jay,YJ,2pm,DBSK, the death of the korean president(?!) etcetc. but the funnything was that i cried over the korean president's death but not MJ's death. well, im not a english death cryer type of person. so i got off the bus and walked to my block, opened the letterbox blahblahblahblah. unlocked the door, lock it,walked to room, put down bag, walk to kitchen,
blahblahblah.

Mr eng the poa teacher is so evil.
eh, whatever.

Im jealous of idol's voices. i wanna sing like that too!
I won't give up!
Just you wait!
"Red ocean~ ....breaking my rules again." ... what is with my random-ness ?!
I got uuuuuuuuu~
hais, i miss yun. I miss DBSK. hais, this is the first ..... -yun dancing moment of Mirotic- ... yea back, ... this is the first time im so desperate without them after so many years! im more desperate without ________. (Someone knows the you know whos.)
we need our drug back!! aish, jaejoong's forgotten season just had to be at this moment!

oh! Thanks Sophia for spending my birthday with me! Its been years since someone actually celebrated my birthday! Thankyou uberly much. 사랑해요 . Thankyou for doing such a nice thing for me! thankyou for letting me see that shop(?!)! thankyou for singing with me, thankyou for bearing with my bad singing. What can I do for you on your birthday? quickly tell me! please.
hais, I wonder should i go for the flash mob this saturday. should i go??? hais, no once will go with me, i wonder will Janri go this time... Janri ah, you going?? hias, dont think she'll visit my blog XD hahs.
You're beautiful is one nice drama!
its like hana kimi, Boys before(over) flowers and many more mixed into 1 !
hehe, hongki is sooooo cute in this drama. aish, Loving you a thousand times is getting boring! damn. and i am only at ep3! and its already boring!
hais, what is Yun doing now? what is on Jay's mind now? why is jin fading away?

i want this shirt!

2009-09-26T18:12:00.005+08:00

front & back
My Self decorated shirt, hehe. not very nice, because couldnt think of anything to write.
Chose the wrong color for the handprint.
It was supposed to be green for jaebeom! hais, i chose chansung's color.

2009-09-26T17:27:00.004+08:00

oh wow, i have 2oo posts already! hehe.

Ahs, today is the Jay-walking event !!!!!!!!
soooooooooo- fun! oks, not really, but the walking part was, when we were walking and singing,hehe.

Set off and ard 9.30am.. walked to the bus stop, go white sand meet Janri. (huhu, first time meet her)... i reached there early, about 10-15 mins early? .... and haha, she also came early, so we set off for Ion orchard !!!... but when we reached there(bumbumbum), we were tooooooo early, then janri contacted Christine, heehhee. She asked us to go to etude house outside wait for them, then we did. And, WOW. Lee minho all over. all the minhos. hahhahahah. Wanted to take picture with the cardboard minho, but i was scared so i didnt. but when i wanted... ohhno! christine and another girl came, and we left! *cries* ..... then we walked to Mac. we sat there for like... 30mins-1hour. hahs. THEN!!! .... 1 damn damnn damn damn BIGGGGGGG group came into mac. hahhs. hahhs, like one whole army(ok,exaggrating.hehe, i mean 1class;44ppl?) come XD hahs. hehe, then afew mintues after we walked to giordano but the shirts! woohoohoo, $6, cheap stuff. then walked to artfriend, ... before we started doing the decorating, the stupid security came(must have been the A.H staff, Assholes.) ... then we left, .... went outside the building, ... everything was going fine for about 1-2 hours, then... another bloody asshole came. but we did not leave the place far, just like only 5m away? .... then coontinue drawdraw, huhu.
then lalala, change, went back to the group, started the jaywalking. ....
walkwalkwalk, then go to the youth park, we did our messages there, and the cheering for 2pm.
... then we did the numbering thing,...... 1- .....? hahhs. ...
then we formed groups and started saying messages .... "annyoung H, then msg, 2pm 10outof10, 2pm ..something... 2pm fighting"
I said..... " Jaebeom, I love you."
what.the.helll !!!!!!!!!!!!! i even shocked myself man. ... im still in shock from it !
hehe. but everything ended well, ended at ... 3.30 ?
took mrt back, huhu. lalala, then did the usual thing at WS ... at CC.
Then took bus home! and here i am! hehe.
im still in shock, saying jaebeom i love u >.<

2009-09-23T17:17:00.004+08:00

Hellos.
Today when coming back on the bus with Janel,Shihui and Nema, I saw one malay guy that had a really coooool- tshirt! agh, so nice, i wanna buy it.
But I was more interested in his back view XD
Because, it reminded me of Jaebeom.
It looked totally the same! i mean the back view, he looked the same height, and the back of his head, wahhs.~ i wanted to take a picture, but it will seem like im stalking him XD
hahahs, But his back view totally looked like jaebeom, oks, ignore the different skin color, but besides that! woahhhhh~ the Jaebeom back view is perfect. hehe.

Today had maths remedial, not compulsory, so i didnt go. i wanted to come back and watch Wild bunny, hehe. tooooooo addicting. so i came back and prayed hard in the lift that my internet was working, and now... obviously it is! hahs. I waanna watch idol army 2pm for the very 3rd time. Suju's idol army made not much sense to me. I also watched FTI with 2pm on Season2. ....
Now wild bunny ep3. ~ hahs. recently joined the forum, going to the 'event' this saturday ^^ hehe. hope to make friends, im not very brave to go up to people. im shy XD .... hope to at least make .... 2-3 friends? .... onegai! hahs, so i need to make friends! like at the SKITH event! i met yaya! woooohooo~ hahs, i still remember how she looks like. i dont think she will remember me though, but nevermind! next event i must see her again! hohoho, i mean hehehe. im not no santa.

hais, today ssooooo sleepy, p.e played volleyball then monkey, english played the card thing (wooohooo! i wanna play again! ... again and again and again and again~ *sings*) .... then recess ate my japanese rice(yumyum), poa was soooo sleepy no energy, then Social studies talked to tina, chinese i forgot what happened.. thanks manura for the nice story, made me smile ^^... then went home! hehe. and now Play play play... gosh what am i going to werar this saturday, i dont have a Black nor white plain shirt ._. ohhnos.

ohs, last thing! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNWEN, Saranghae♥

2009-09-22T17:31:00.003+08:00

On Wooyoung's cyworld, he wrote that its frustrating. asking why dont the fans understand their mind, understand jaebeom's ming, understand jyp's mind, understand thieir mind. he is frustrated to death.

2009-09-22T17:25:00.001+08:00

Bekah from Koyote:

I do not have a close relationship with this friend [JaeBeom]. We might even end up even having different personalities, but however, few months ago, I have been attacked by the people and I understand how much pain that can cause, because I can relate to that friend’s mind in the airplane, I just wish that things like this would never happen again.

We are not gods. When a nice person gets mad, he/she can display violence. Of course if the same mistakes are made twice, it wouldn’t have been a mistake, but if given a chance to apologize, they could also turn out to be a healthy person. One can believe that I wrote these words on purpose, but since it is my personal thoughts, I don’t care if you guys decide to curse or even terror towards me. However, during that time think about how much of a clean person you are and you are free to choose to point your fingers or show violence towards me. We all know that forgiveness and understanding is the most important thing.

Boom:

“My heart is hurting very much
My heart feels like it’s being torn apart because he is a dongseng that I love
Because I believe and love my dongseng I believe that he will return with a better appearance
Today my heart is hurting very much
Jaebeom, hyung will work harder so that when you return I can protect and hug you with a warmer embrace
Please return healthy………
I love you……………..

JoKwon

The first song we practiced together..
We felt nervous and excited..

I always pray.
That it won’t be such a hard journey..

I believe you will get stronger
because you’re my brother.

Junsu:

Through the wind, fall came.
Out of nowhere, the fall scent has arrived….
The bright blue sky
It keeps making me cry.
Even the sky is making me cry
in the fall of 2009.

Chansung:

Let’s walk together.

Hottest

“JaeBummie, come back quickly, we’ll be waiting”
Hottest, hang in there! We’re going to heal together! ㅠ.ㅠ

apparently his last words were ‘i’m sorry’

NO.

Jaebeom, I may not be a Hottest, but I’m supporting you too. D:

Beakga and Boom! FIGHTING FOR JAY!

T_T JAY -heartheart-

Bekah. ♥.

HOTTESTS, always keep the faith. (:

pls come back soon jay oppa, i’ll be waiting.

this is probably the first time i dun mind seeing GD’s Heartbreaker being knocked off the num 1 spot in cyworld. You Might Come Back is just so apt. sigh

I hope Jay rethinks his decision to quit 2PM :( Like what the rest said, 2PM won’t be 2PM without their leader and hyung Jaebeom.

.
Wild Bunny Production Team:

Today, the production team, like any other day finished the editing, took out the master tape, put in the music mixing and finished the final editing. Perhaps a little later, the final tape will come out and wait for its owner to show up some day… We don’t know when that will be… but our team will take good care of it!

2009-09-21T22:32:00.002+08:00

1. Jay is being pressured to leave 2pm. I wouldnt use the word "forced" as "pressured" is more appropriate dont make me go in details on this.

2. MOST of the members of 2pm are quietly supporting on the boycott actions that K-hotties are doing now. One of the member told me WooYoung Cyworld message is to hint the Khotties to continue the boycott and fight for Jay, coz they (2pm members) also has been told not to back up Jay.

3. Jay's wound is heeling on the previous days until JYP came out with another statement yesterday, which makes him fell into depression again. Please dont leaving message such as : JAY PLEASE COME BACk!. PROBLEM IS HE WANTS TO BUT HE CANT!

4. Friends like us has been helping him here and there hinting hottest that : Only fans can save Jay's career now but it seems only 10% of the fans are paying attention on this. PLEASE READ THIS : ONLY FANS CAN SAVE JAY's CAREER NOW!

5. Jay has been pouring all his hard work for 4-5 years to become where he is standing now do you think he will give up coz of such matters and let everything go down the drain? He is really depressing now i chatted with him yesterday he even changed his display picture to an all dark screen. can u guys understand how he feels now?

6. Do you know how it feels..when you want to tell the whole world about the truth but you just cant and all these is hurting you loved one? Im feeling VERY VERY HELPLESS thats why i am writing this.

7. and Yes, Jay has been reading all the comments in websites and all that you guys have been sending him and thats why he was able to feel better until the storm came yesterday. He was doubt about everything again. He is thinking of give up everything now. SO PLEASE HOTTEST, PLEASE TRY YOU BEST TO GET JAY BACK

8. Lastly, spread this.

2009-09-21T14:04:00.004+08:00

He held his head high with the words 2pm shaved on the side of his head. He didn't even once tried to hide it, He held it high as the leader of 2pm, a representative of 2pm.

I hate having people coming to our house and seeing the house, it is soo damn noisy.
its like they stand outside my room so long, see my room, walaos, my room so small, see for what, aiyos, also talk outside my room, so noisy. the woman the perfume so strong. u tihhnk wat man! hais, noisy shitty people. GET OUT! noisy. They talk like its their own house like that. ohya! i can listen to music!
-*puts on earpiece*-
AH~ that feels nice.

Hehehe, this is already the 3rd day in a row, people have come.
Saturday=2groups,sunday=3groups,monday=2groups.
then today the group, the first group come so early in the morning, oks, 11am.
hahs, i was still sleeping. Fyi, im a afternoon waker.
then its like i sleeping my father come in, tell me people coming at 9-10am +
then i say "nevermind lah, i want to sleep!"
then hahs, 11am+ they come, hahs, lucky my blacket blocking my face.
heeheheheheheh~
then i woke up at 12pm, because after they disturb me, i couldnt go back to sleep.
hehe,.....
Oh, i hear(?) silence. guess they are gone! woohooo! *throws celebration*
...
i really dont like to bring this up, but i sometimes hate it when people have spelling errors.
heys! wait, i hear some woman talking! hais, they are still here.
nehminds, the earpiece is still in my ears ^^
hahs, now is 2pm- I hate you.
Perfect song. lols.
I think it also can be the valuer of the house with the housing agent.
I dont wanna leave this house man!
i have been living in this house for many many years already!
since primary schoool. I am attached to this house! ever so attacted! I dont wanna leave!
hahs, now is Indian boy- Mc mong ^^
hahs, cheers me up alot! and makes me wanna dance, but i cant! .... aargh.
faster leave, i wanna dance!
What the fucking hell are they talking about?! hais, i cant easedrop! gone? gone? gone?
" HUHUHU ! HUHUHAH ! "
oooh! V.I is coming in ! or was it B.I ? hais, i cant tell XD ........ But thankgod that .i have a song that cheers me up ^^
and after dont know how many mins, i still hear talking?!
wait a minute! ... Thats the tv!!! WAHHAHAHAHAHAHH!
oks, i just asked my father if they have gone, he said yes... AND ! another family is coming!
what the fuck! and just now that noisy ass family said they want to hack down the walls!
feel like slapping them man. Ahahas, and i thought only like 3ppl can, suddenly the family had .. the parents+daughter+son+auntie+ some extra ppl= 5-7 ppl!
what the hell. I miss jaebum.
JAEBEOM!!! come back. come back, come back, come back, come back, come back,come back, comeback, come back, come back~
ARHS, i seriously miss Jaebum to the max! to the verge of wanting to break down and cry!
hais, feel like making me wanna go to the window.. wait im already there XD
ooks, go to the window and............... do something. hahs, if u thought commit suicide, U ARE CRAZY!
hahs, but i thought of that once.... you might think im crazy, but i was just so sad over jaebeom. Jaebum!! COME BACK! I MISS YOU!
I THINK I MISS YOU MORE THAN I MISS... no wait.... oks i miss you more than i miss yunjae.
by 0.01%
I MISS YUNJAE! yunjae~ opps, wrong, i mean... JAEBUM!!! i seriously love calling him jaebeom, not jaebum. even though they are the same. but i like the Jaebeom spelling ._.
oks, stop thinking of jaebeom and yunjae!

My dream yesterday/today!
i dreamt of the greendale chorale going to a competition(?) then we were to compete against so ppl. then Manura and I and some random people that were there too... were all hyper.
Because................. DBSK WAS GOING TO APPEAR!
the funny thing but also obvious thing was, Mr Lim was in there XD
and i was... neh, forget that part! I was about to perform with the choir in front of the people when i started crying, i remembered wat was on my mind... i was crying because i didnt want to leave the choir, that mean i felt that it was my last moments in the choir, and i started crying .. hais, and i feel come tears in my eyes now. hahs, but! im not going to cry! be brave! what does being brave have to do with having to hold back my tears?
"I'm holding back my tears~" *sing*
what the hell, its raining and its sunny at the same time now ! ... oks, back to story.
I was crying, then the choir went on and did some seriously lame dance and singing hug. an complete embarassment. then after that i went back to our seat or something then ... ... my _____ father woke me up == damn. that was when i told him nevermind and that i wanted to sleep ^^
then i saw dbsk eating lunch, while we were having our performance! but the only person i saw of dbsk was junsu. hahs, then after that i dont really remember what happened. but i really thankgod that i dreamt of them ^^
but.. i saw another boyband in my dream.... i didnt know who were they though. but a guy from the band saw Tina and I laughing because we didnt know them, then ....
He said to Tina smiling so wowing, "if u dont know who we are ask the people next to you" and looked at me, bc he thought that i knew, then i said " I don't know also! "... then after that he smiled at me ! wow. makes a fangirl wanna faint of happiness. but how i wish that was yun smiling at me, ... that would make me DIE of happiness. XD hahahahha! hahs, thats all for my dream for yesterday/today ^^

hahs, i had another dream 2days ago.... and Nichkhun was in there XD
*breathes in and out slowly*
sorry, i became a little tooo hyper there ^^

2009-09-18T17:37:00.000+08:00

"If you wish to live, you will die. If you wish to die, you will live."

2009-09-18T17:30:00.001+08:00

September: Cursed Month for the Guys?

If you haven't noticed already, September seems to be the cursed month for our favorite boy idol groups.

It isn't even halfway through September, yet fans have been bombarded with negative news regarding their favorite idols. TVXQ is having problems with SM Entertainment, leader Jaebeom left 2PM and Korea, SS501's Kim Hyun Joong was diagnosed with swine flu (H1N1), and Super Junior's Kangin is under investigation for possible assault.

[09/05]
The MySpace comments written by 2PM leader Jaebeom back in 2009 are discovered and made public, causing an uproar amongst Korean netizens. Though Jaebeom wrote an apology letter on his homepage, netizens were unforgiving & went so far as to create a suicide petition as "punishment".

[09/08]
Despite receiving an apology from the 2PM leader himself, the hate amongst many netizens continued growing. Jaebeom was not able to withstand all the netizens' remarks regarding his controversy and wrote another letter of apology, this time confirming his departure in 2PM.; the 2PM left for Seattle mere hours after this announcement. Right now, dedicated 2PM fans are protesting against JYPE & are boycotting to bring their beloved leader back. To say that this issue was enormous is an understatement - the impact of this departure on the remaining 2PM members, Korea and the rest of the world is obvious.

While in Japan for Boys Over Flowers' promotions, SS501's Kim Hyun Joong was diagnosed with the swine flu on the 7th. As a result, the singer-actor stayed in the country for the week for medical treatments. On the 15th, he was discharged from the hospital and returned to Korea on the 16th and reassured all of his worried fans.

[09/11]
Lawsuits between SM Entertainment and TVXQ's Jaejoong, Yoochun, and Junsu that erupted in the summer are currently undergoing review by the court. The problems that have arisen have caused a flurry of panic amongst fans, including the birth of false disbandment rumors and dismay over TVXQ's absence at Dream Concert this year. We're still waiting for an official notice regarding the settlement and official decision, which should be out this month.

[09/16]
Super Junior's Kangin is arrested for assault during a breakout at a bar. It was reported that the idol was involved in an argument with two people of another party, which later resulted into a brawl. He pleaded his innocence stating that he was only a victim, but as more evidence is released, many are questioning the validity of this statement. As this controversy develops, Kangin's activities have been canceled one by one.

September is turning out to be really a bad month for our boy idol groups, but just as much as it was bad, I'm positive there will be more good news in the future. Hopefully, the string of bad news will stop now for this month. Chin up, fans - after all, once you hit rock bottom, there's nowhere to go but up!

2009-09-17T23:45:00.003+08:00

2PM to continue without Jaebeom!

After much drama surrounding leader Jaebeom leaving 2PM, JYP has finally released an official statement regarding 2PM's future activities.

Unfortunately, 2PM will continue activities as 6-members, as JYP is stating that Jaebeom does not want to return as of now.

Whether Jaebeom not wanting to return is the truth or not, we have yet to hear. But as of now, 2PM will be 6 members.

Official statement:

Hello, this is JYP.

For the past five days we have listened to what many people had to say regarding the Jaebeom incident. We have listened to the rebukes towards Jaebeom, the rebukes toward our company, and many of you telling us to give him another chance has been carefully heard.

We have carefully and thoroughly discussed what the next moves are regarding our company, the 2PM members, and Jaebeom. Jaebeom has been receiving many encouraging comments from many fans, but his feelings about his wrong doings has still not changed. He still feels sorry and embarrassed for what he did and is not able to perform on stage. Jaebeom has pleaded to not cancel 2PM's activities which was the result of the sweat, blood and tears of the other six members, just because of what he has done. He has said this is the reason why he must leave 2PM.

I also agree with Jaebeom. The reason why i have not held on to Jaebeom is because if we look towards the life ahead of him, this will not be a big matter that will effect his whole life. Many of you are worried that he has wasted four years of training towards his dream, but i believe that training has not gone to waste, because if he grabs this chance to mature as a person, Jaebeom will be able to fly better than ever.

I believe that as harmful the words that came from Jaebeom were, telling him to immediately leave the country was no better. I am going to respect his decision / wish of wanting to spend some time alone, off the stage and if and when the time comes that he tells me he is ready to come back on stage and perform, it is my duty / role to do everything in my power to help him with this wish. When that day comes, I believe that's when your encouragements and cheering will truly help him. I am once again truly sorry and apologize for not being able to thoroughly take care of my artists. I will do my best in making sure things like this never happen again.

I once again would like to thank all of you.

2PM will continue as a 6 member group.

-JYP

2009-09-16T15:26:00.002+08:00

2PM Jaebeom Wants to Go Back But Still Not Sure

I am a parent of someone that is close to Jaybum's age. Watching what has been happening these past few days, I have built up some confidence to say a few words.

I have been business partners with Jaybum's dad in Seattle and am a Korean-America who has been living here for 30 years. I have known Jaybum since he was a little kid and have watched him grow throughout the years. Also my kids have been going to school with him since pre-school and so they are quite close. Thus, I think I know a lot about Jaybum's family.

Jaybum's house in Seattle is near a beach called Edmonds and is in a prospective middle-class neighborhood. This house has been built for 40 years, but Jaybum has lived here ever since he was born for over 20 years.

In the parking lot aren't BMW's and Lexus's, but rather there are cars that are about 5-10 years old. Just recently they just leased a car from Hyundai Dealershop for an Elantra, but after Jaybum's situation, they had to return it.

In their house is a 37 inch Sony TV that has been there for 10 years. All the computers in their house are very old and about to break, and the best computer they have is a notebook that a fan had bought for Jaybum.

The reason i am telling you all this is because I wanted to show you how Jaybum's family life style is not fake nor ostentatious, but rather humble and normal for a middle-class family.

After Jaybum came back from Korea, about 2 days later Jaybum's dad told Jaybum that he should study music and went out and sweating from the weight of the it, bought and brought into the house a 15 year old electric Yamaha piano that was $300 just for Jaybum.
Without any complaint, Jaybum took and practiced with that piano,a nd thinking of how I bought my son a Roland piano for $5000 made me so embarrassed.

On Friday night Jaybum's dad and I got together to drink some beer and talk until 3AM, and all of a sudden tears dropped from his eyes and he began to share. He felt so bad for Jaybum.

For the past 5 years, no one knows how much Jaybum suffered from frustration and hard work, and so many times when he so much wanted to go back to Seattle, he always fixed his mindset and practiced for long hours, but now right as he gained so much popularity, he escaped to Seattle in just 4 days, and that really breaks my heart.
Coming home from Korea, for those long hours on the plane, how much did he have to suffer and think in his mind?

In the beginning of August, I remember when Jaybum came to Seattle for a quick visit. Because Jaybum's immature younger brother was not listening to him, I remember what Jaybum said to him.

"I want to go out and meet my friends like you and go out and have fun like you but do you know why I am going through all of this and working hard? It's because of you and our parents! Why can't you be more thoughtful of what you do!"

In the car I asked my daughter who is the same age as Jaybum "Yuri! What does 'Korea is gay' mean?" "It means that Korea is stupid or annoying, we say it when we're tired or annoyed".

Even when my daughter and I fought when she went through her teenage years, she used the word 'hate' a lot. "Dad i hate you!" Just because she said that would i have to kick her out of the house?

During that time, I believe that Jaybum did not understand the Korean culture, and had a hard time adjusting, while the people who translated what Jaybum said on his myspace translated in a very wrong way because they don't know that that is just how teenagers speak in America.
I don't understand how what he wrote as a teenager has anything to do with betraying Korea in any way.

How can someone who really hated Korea work so hard for their family so they can live better lives?

Us Korean-American's do not see America as a place just for money. We think of America as a new start where we have more opportunities, while our hearts are still with Korea and we want Korea to thrive.

During the 2002 World Cup instead of watching it at home my friends and I went to a sports bar and watched it in order to spread interest in Korea and soccer. When Korea put in a goal we all screamed for joy and the American people who had no interest in Korean soccer seemed interested.

Even during the WBC, instead of watching the Major League we urged the Americans to watch Korea's games and those people who have Nokia phones and not LG or Samsung, we went and talked to them on why they wouldn't use a good Korean phone.

Don't these little things show how much pride we have for Korea? Even more than the pride of those overseas, we feel like we have a lot of pride in our country. Because of what a teenager wrote 4 years ago, i don't think that it was right to accuse and point fingers at Jaybum when he didn't mean anything like that, and cause him to be kicked out of Korea. That is not called having pride in our country.
Everyone, I urge you all to take a step back and think of what has happened in the past week, and also i urge you to have a big heart and embrace our young Korean-American who is trying so hard to live out his life and give him another chance.

I am not asking for you to put out a red carpet for him, but all I ask is for you to help Jaybum not feel embarrassed or guilty anymore, and instead help him think more comfortably and have a warm heart for him.

During these past few days when the netizens said biting remarks about Jaybum, I want to say thank you to Boom for standing up for him and being brave. Boom still calls Jaybum everyday to check up on how he is doing. (OMG I love Boom.)

Right now, Jaybum's parents are in panic mode, and do not pick up the phone if it not someone they know.

Jaybum visited his old breakdancing studio when a black kid recognized him and put a camera up to his face and so he had to hurry up and just go home. DDD:

He hasn't even been able to go to the church he went to all his life because he's still embarrassed and guilty and disappointed in himself, so he hasn't been going out anywhere and just been staying home.
Seeing all of this, i feel so bad for him and am heart broken.

Last saturday, my family and Jaybum's family went to a friend's chinese restaurant in order to brighten everyones mood. Although he wasn't jumping for joy, being his first dinner outside since he came to Seattle, we had a good time and Jaybum's mood got a little better and more comfortable.

I asked him "Jaybum, do you wanna go back to Korea?"

"yes..but i'm not sure."

original source : isplus
translation : JIHYE@2oneday

added a picture, and this is written under it :

지난 12일 김씨와 박재범씨 가족은 저녁식사를 하며 재범을 위로했다. 이 때 찍은 사진으로 박재범(오른쪽)이 김씨의 아들 정훈이와 같이 포즈를 취했다.

On the 12th, Mr. Kim and Park Jaebum's family had a dinner together and comforted Jaebum. In the picture, Jaebum (right) and Mr. Kim's son, Jung Hoon is seen posing together.

2009-09-14T16:44:00.002+08:00

2,000 Mobilize at JYPE Building in a Silent Protest

On September 13th, Korean Hottests surrounded the JYP Entertainment building at Seoul GangNamGoo CheongDamDong under the occasion of a silent protest against 2PM Jaebeom's recent withdrawal from the 7-member group. 2,000 members from 64 of 2PM's websites rallied together for a total of 2 hours, waiting outside from 2PM (very clever) to 4PM with over 100 police officers present on stand-by.

Due to the large turn-out of fans causing a blockage in traffic, the initial time, which was set for four hours from 2PM until 6PM, was cut short. One of the fans’ representatives said, “We will have the fans go home and clean up the streets by 6PM.”

In particular, what caught people's attention the most was a poster that read "4 Years, 4 Days", which translates into:

Four years, the time it took to change him from Jay Park to Park JAEBEOM
Four days, the time it took to destroy his dream.
It was a simple, yet powerful message that the fans based their silent protest on.

They also made a clear statement that they would not "support a 2PM that has less than 7 members" and were spotted bearing fansigns that demanded the return of the fallen member.

"Jaebeom, come back"
"Jaebeom, are you watching?"
"PM 01:59", "7=1"
"We miss Jaebeom"
"I am looking for 2PM's leader Jaebeom"
"Give us our Jaebeom back"

One representative claimed:

Through this whole process, the company did not do anything to the team which they have trained. All the responsibilities were carried by Jaebeom. While the fans are hoping for official explanation and active solutions to the situation, JYP has looked away and fans are now angry at JYP. We are angry at what JYP showed us in this past week, and we are officially demanding JYP to return Jaebeom to 2PM.

This was the first collective action that was taken since Hottests from all over the world made their declaration of boycotting 2PM and all music released under JYP's name. There was a total of approximately 1,000 CDs that were piled outside the JYPE building that day.

2009-09-12T15:40:00.002+08:00

Since the day you left without a word of goodbye
I feel that the scenery around me has changed.
The promise I made
that I would become your everything
and the incomplete memories
have also changed.
When you were crying by yourself back then,
if only had I run to you
you would still be by my side.
If I was given one more chance,
I would tell you once again
that I love you.
But the words that contain my overflowing feelings
cannot reach you anymore.
Where are you now?
Who are you being with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
And I still believe that we will see each other again.
You're the only one Im thinking of.
Just once more,
I want you to stand at my back
asking me Guess who it is,
and expecting me to say out your name.
Just the two of us being silly like that day by day.
I cant forget you,
But the truth is, I dont want to forget you.
I cant feel even a bit of happiness
because youre not by my side.
No matter how hard I try,
I'll end up crying
and my tears just wont stop.
Therefore, I am right here
singing the song by myself.
Even though I dont have any reason to embrace this pain anymore,
I cant help doing it.
Even if I know that the days
when you were by my side making my world shine
wont come back again,
and no matter what will happen,
no matter how far Im lost,
I never ever want to forget that my heart has chosen to love you.
No matter where you are,
no matter who you are being with,
no matter what kind of dream you are dreaming of,
or what you are doing and laughing at,
I will be here forever.
Even now, I right am here,believing in a day that we will meet again.
This feelings wont change,
and you are the only one Im thinking of.
This feeling wont change,
and you are the only one Im thinking of.

2009-09-11T17:08:00.004+08:00

Hottests Boycotting 2PM

The controversy surrounding 2PM's leader Park Jaebeom never seems to never end. After his MySpace incident, he had resigned from the group and returned home to Seattle on the 8th.

Jaebeom's agency, JYP Entertainment, responded to this incident saying, "We ask that everyone will respect his decision".
Recently, however, Hottests are throwing back arguments to JYPE, saying 'the agency did not do enough to protect their singer (Jaebeom)' and blaming the whole controversy on the agency.

Yesterday, 60 2PM fan clubs worldwide made a joint statement saying, "We will not accept the actions of JYPE. We are angry that JYPE did not fulfill their duty as Jaebeom's agents to make an effort to protect him".

They also stated, "We all reject a 2PM without Jaebeom. 2PM fans to this day have been supporting a group of members including Park Jaebeom. All fan unions have agreed and concluded that we will boycott all events without Jaebeom. Anything to do with 2PM without Jaebeom, we will boycott".

Hottests continued, "We have decided to boycott the Dream Concert on 9th October, and all music released under JYP's name", and concluded, "All these actions will continue until Jaebeom is returned to his rightful position as a leader".

What i wanna say is : YOU GO HOTTEST ! GREATJOB.
Lastnote: The netizen already apologized, but now its to late already, he has left, no use apologizing now!

2009-09-11T16:28:00.003+08:00

FIRST PLACE ♥

YUNJAE- YUNJAEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
won the Seoul star magazine thing!
39.8% ------------------------- woohoooooo ^^
Winning HanChul by 29.7 %

2009-09-10T16:14:00.003+08:00

JAEBEOM! Why did you have to leave korea? Hais, for the sake of 2pm.
Why did the netizens have to bring up something that was written 3-4 years ago?! hais.
It was something he wrote when he felt bad or something. Now he has gone back to his family!, away from Korea! hais, Come back to be the leader of 2pm!
Come BACK!!! Jay Park !

You will forever be the leader of 2pm and forever a member of 2pm!

2009-09-08T21:24:00.006+08:00

Now I have realized that I want the choir as my class more than 3a1 itself...
It is hard to let go of something you love when you have already gripped onto it with all your might...
Why must this happen, why is it slowly fading away?
Slowly fading for 2months, but doesn't disappear.
It reconstructs after the 2months, ....
slowly 1year will pass, then months, ....
i don't want that day to come, the day when I leave, the day when we leave..
I cannot bear to part with it now, it is now in my heart, ... not a memory, but a beat.
A heartbeat, my heartbeat... as long as my heartbeats, I live.
I now realized that i depend alot on it... why has it become like this? its not that i dont like feeling this, but its just too saddening. why is it always happening?

Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?

Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?

wows, after typing so many whys, ... why has a really funny spelling.

Forever in my heart, as long as my heart beats.
Even after it has stopped... it will be then, called a memory.
Thankyou, Greendale Chorale.
Iloveyou.

2009-09-08T20:11:00.003+08:00

Argh, stupid, im crying...

Jaebeom posted:

"Hello, I'm 2PM's Jaebeom.

I'm sorry for giving you my last greeting through this letter.
I think it will be hard for me to see you all on stage because of my sorry heart.

I'm really sorry to everyone, and I'm even more sorry to the fans who have shown me love.
From today, I will leave 2PM.

2PM boys, I'm really sorry to the boys and I'm sorry I couldn't be strong as a leader and a hyung and have to leave like this.
However, I hope you will be more cool and charming.

Again, I'm sorry.

Jaebeom"

2009-09-07T19:50:00.007+08:00

damn! what is wrong with my computer?! hais.
i wanna use my com now! i want to use my laptop, but i want my com more!
larger screen, better to look at and doesnt have to move it about and charge it! hais.
darling, come back. i miss your accompany! u have been with me for 1,2,3,4,5(?) years already! come back! u cant do this to me! remember all the memories.
damn, hais. i wanna use the com! .... anyways, forget about that! choir! hah.

Today's choir was so fun! hahs, besides the card thing; the singing part. that was hard.
hahs, but forget about that! hohoho.
our choir divided into groups, DBSK,BB,SJ,SS501.
the Bigbang group was screaming so loudly! hahs. hahs.....
i extremely love the part when we were playing the maths card thing, every all 'attacked' mr lim XD
their screams were like when fans see their celeb a scream that loud, and it looked like that too! hahahs. damn lorrs, phone battery flat, now charging. shouldnt have sms piglet so much just now. hahs, but nothing to do lorrs, Silver&Yiqing talking to Mr lim... oh, we went to PP's kfc to eat ^^.... yah, continue~
hahs, so they were talking then i was the first in the group to finish my food, then i was bored..so i decided to sms manura. so i did ^^
then after that yilin ~ hahs, then we sms until lalalalalalalalalala- ...
after all the kfc food-talk session, we went to buy stuff? mr lim treat us, yilin and i said, can buy everything? ....... hahahah, in the end we drank apple-cranberry drink! yummy siol.
then going back school played i dont care for yilin, then afiqah wanted the song, then i sent to her^^, then couldnt play anymore songs alr, be reaching the school, then if get caught then my xbabyyun will be gone! hahh! then go back to the medialab, play bluff, so damn nice to play lorr, but comfusing at first... i bluffed so many times,.. okays, only twice. but nobody knew except yilin. so after that 1.52pm, started singing again ! until 4.18pm then play games! wooohoohoo.
then this is where the group comes in!
DBSK- Sophia,Kelu,Tina,Qinyi,Stephanie(me)
Bigbang- Silver,Yiqing,Afiqah,XiaoQian,jerlin
SS501- Yilin,hyangyin,zenth, and more.
Suju- Ain,................... lols, i cant remember, bc i never even look at their group, because I CANTEVEN SEE THEM! bigbang blocking during the hangman game. hahs, they were behind/beside BB, so i could see them, only hear them ~! hahhs.
so anyways, the games were so damn fun! hopes that tomorrow will be more fun!
hahs, byes ^^ off to ... hmmms..
Stoik myself ^^

2009-09-04T18:59:00.003+08:00

Have you ever loved like this,
endlessly wanting and waiting for one person
A love like a romance movie
Many people grow weary waiting saying that
"True love does not exist", but that is false
He's like the wind that comes by
There is always a love that I long for

I've waited for a long time, any person would long for,
The person that stands by me my love for you goes on and on and on
Like a tree that does not move, I will be your shade for a long time
My love goes on and on and on

Even if you don't say I love you,
if I can communcate with your soul then its okay
That person can surely feel that spirit
It probably cannot be expressed by words,
like a dialogue of spirits, 2 become One it must be life's greatest reason
He's like the sunrise in my life
Everyday life becomes an expectation if he is there

Our love,Without change
I will pray,Forever
boy, We will evaporate all the difficulties, sadness, and darkness we face

2009-09-01T16:22:00.006+08:00

If I say that I'm in pain, I'm scared that I'll really be in pain.
If I say that I'm sad, I'm scared that i will shed my tears.
Why don't I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh ...
But people ask me why I'm crying...
Everyday I cry, I smile, cry then smile again.
What's wrong with me, why do I do this repeatedly?
Absentmindedly, I write your name over and over on a piece of paper..
In a day, the paper becomes black and I finally let the pen go.
I'm without a heart, I don't have a heart
So I wouldn't be feeling pain..
If I say that I'm in pain, I'm scared that I'll really be in pain.
If I say that I'm sad, I'm scared that i will shed my tears.
Why don't I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh ...
But people ask me why I'm crying... when I'm laughing like this...
I shove myself into a corner and live.
A day is too long, way too long...
Let's smile like couples in dramas,
Let's smile like the title of your blog,
Let's smile happy like in my past.
I'm without a heart, I can't be in pain.
Let's just laugh,just laugh, just laugh....
Please, please let's stop crying now...

2009-08-31T15:59:00.008+08:00

"We trust each other, and are also each others strengths. Before I knew it, they are already a deep part of me. Their existence to me is as important as my life." - DBSK

"Even if everything failed, as long as the members are there, i feel that it's All right, and another chance will definitely come our way. For me, they're are more that family."- DBSK

2009-08-29T15:38:00.006+08:00

hellos. Yesterday never go school.
hahahahaha.
so I woke up at 10-11am go doctor that is only downstairs!
so when came back from the doctor's i tell my mother i wanna eat the pao/bao from spc that is only opposite my block! hahahahah, so went to buy ^^
then bought pocky also, strawberry flavour .... well! i promised yilin that i'll give her pocky as long as i dont need to play handball during p.e.... hahhs.
then went home, eat and eat, went to watch tv, use the com blahblahblah.
Caris sms-ed me, ask me why i never go school, then i answer her, then she tell me all the monday details....
dont know how many hours later then yilin asked me when she came online on msn why i never go school, then we talk about all the funny funny stuff blahblah.
talked on plurk.... manura talked..... then after that talked on msn... and damn now my leg so itchy.
so about 1.30-2am then slept~ ^^
aahahahahah, now today! oks, woke up at 2.15 watched tv then parents came back with saba fish! woooohoooo-yays. ate then full already still have some left, so kept it for dinner!
hahhs, so now im using the computer! listen to my blogsongs!
"my heart beats for you~" "crazy love for you~!" wooohooo- now is mirotic!
no! i have to press my mothers body now! hahs, byes!

ohs- and no pocky for my darling piglet.

2009-08-26T22:16:00.003+08:00

10 i wonders that just came to my mind-

i wonder that If i could kill one person in the world, who would I kill ..
i wonder that If i could see the world in another person's shoes for a day, what would i do.
~~i wonder that If just one day I found out that i would die, what will I do~~
i wonder that If i didnt become a cassiopeian, where would I be now?
i wonder that if one day i could tell ____________ to shut her ~~big damn fucking asshole shitty~~goody mouth?
i wonder If one day i could see Yunho face to face?
i wonder If i could just tell someone that if she just stops *inserts something* i wouldnt find her ___ now so damn fucking annoying. But fun at the same time!
I wonder if one day Dbsk will come to Singapore?
I wonder if the questions are going to end?
I wonder if they will ever understand...
I wonder if my mother is coming back soon...

2009-08-25T22:02:00.005+08:00

Hellos,

YILIN KOH IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO- CUTE.

Kicking the rocks on the way home.
ahahahahahha, son- its dangerous to kick it on the road! Later make that guy running fall down, ohmyson, that is scary!
elhoels, my randomness is acting up again! son! i need my medication! grab it now!

S3Na1! you did well playing handball today! Congratulations!
congrats in making through all the matches! even though we didnt win,you tried your best!
like the class test today about the olympics thing!
dont care about the greek thing, care about what the writer says! hahs. ^^

ohs! i saw ouch today! wooohoooo-
Yilinkoh! Feel proud okays! i dont care about ouch and tend to you lehs!
walk off i also dont care lehs!
YILIN!
DANCE SORRY SORRY INFRONT OF MUMMY AND DADDY TOMORROW!
idontcare eheheheheh-❤

2009-08-24T23:14:00.001+08:00

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH !

2009-08-23T18:30:00.002+08:00

emotion
emo·tion / i-ˈmō-shən / [i-moh-shuhn]
A mental state that arises
spontaneously rather than
through conscious effort
and is often accompanied
by physiological changes.

They are what human beings live by — go through in times of hardships, of joy, or of sorrow. But what are they really? Unlike objects, they are not used out of the fun of it or can be abandoned whenever someone pleases.

2009-08-22T17:38:00.003+08:00

Hellos, decided to blog after a long time ^^
hellos. ahahahah. I have a seriously bad headache now! agh. it hurts.
just woke up 3hours ago. watched tv etc... then decided to use the com. ^^
oks, since i have nothing to blog about today i'll blog about yesterday ...
yesterday school was the normal blahblah-ness.
then after school went to the physician, it was raining cats and dogs.
ahahah- after the massaging went down to find my grandmother, she went to see the shoes on the 1st floor. the physician is on the 2nd floor. i didnt know until yesterday that the building had 21 floors! i thought only 2floors. hahahaha. after the shoes looking we wanted to go to the next building the coffee shop to eat, but raining, then i cannot get my bandage wet, so we ate at the same building... i ate chicken rice ^^ then lalala, the random stuff that u do at the coffee shop.
OHS! i saw two channel 8 actor and actress. eating there. i didnt care. lols.
my grandmother keep asking me to go up to them and take pictures with them, but i dont want.
the guy i know who, the actress i have no idea who, never see her before. lols. after eating, the rain let up, then we all went home! woohoo- no!
we went to Singapore poly, grandmother and mother play jackpot, damn that i forgot to take my earpiece out of my bag. then had to stand outside the jackpot room for so long, then mother come out, we sat at the dont know what place outside the jackpot room, beside the reception. blahblah, that mother of mine want to go in again. hais. i dont let her. then about 4.30pm went to fetch my gmother home, then go fetch my father. oks, i wan to eat my koko krunch!

byes!

2009-08-17T20:21:00.002+08:00

If I Can Only Be With You In My Dreams, Then Let Me Sleep Forever..

You feel that you have the fairytale relationship. You may even find ourself scribbling his last.. name with your first.Sometimes you turn on the raio just to find songs that make you think about them. Perhaps you have a long distance relationship or just dont see them as often as you would like. Dont forget that having some space isnt always a bad thing. Distance makes the heart grow fonder. Keep up the fight and be who you are Love lasts a lifetime. if its the real thing youll know.

2009-08-16T20:47:00.000+08:00

Ah! helphelp, i cant install my damn Fucking Myob!
HELP!
hais, stupid myob, i want to bring home do them cannot work because the cd i cannot install!
fuck. opps, sorry for the fuck word, im already stressed that tomr have SS test.
then on the same week dont know what hell day also have poa test. Surprise test. damn.
Then last wed i was so sad because of some people at some place at some period of time. lols.
its like damn, i dont now how to do, i ask, the person dont know nvm, i ask another, also dontnow, after that ask and ask until so mad that i vented it on Yilinkoh, sorry piglet.
I didnt mean to. after that i being my mad self i decided to do it at home.
then! i went to sleep. while waiting for tina to finish ^^
i shouldnt have off the com or i can use the internet. hais, but who cares! the teacher doesnt! hahs, i was just right beside tina sleeping XD and he didnt care at all.
then lucky after that is choir, then i SO DAMN ____ COLD!
hahs, make me think of ____ say code blue as cold blue XD
then lucky avere lend me her jacket, Arigatou Avere ^^ are u sure u are not my angel!?
hahs, okays, off to watch starking ^^ then cry thinking about tvxq >< style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">

"Say you'll stay, always" -Tvxq ❤

2009-08-14T06:15:00.002+08:00

[Trans] If DBSK Breaks Up..

unbreakable relationship!!
so we know now that they will always five ^^

Q. If DBSK breaks up, what will you want to do?

Jaejoong:
I’ll probably become the top vocalist.
As a DBSK member.
Yoochun:
I’ll be composing songs.
Our DBSK songs…

Junsu:
How about soccer?
Playing a game of soccer with the members is fun.
Changmin:
Let me see, since I’m the fragile maknae,
I will have to be with my hyungs.
Yunho:
If that does happen, I will gather my members again.
As the leader.

2009-08-09T13:58:00.005+08:00

Hellos, im here to blog!
hahahahas.
about random stuff i guess, since there is nothing to blog about these days.
there is chinese,SS and maths homework, sian sia.
hahahahhahahahaha, i nearly wrote sian Xiah.
lols, xiah junsu :|
now, its 2pm.... the hottest time of the day! lols, what is wrong with me?!
i have finlally switched back to the computer which just got recently fixed!
wooohoo- soo happy to be back.
but i need the old memory from the old memory thing.
ALL MY PHOTOS ARE THERE!
damn. so is my ft island airport videos!
damn shit. hahahahahahaha.
Tomorrow going to meet SKITH and the other fans Outside the indoor stadim, and we are going to practice our dance there. hahas, then move to vivo?
or just film there.
i have to put on my brightest face for THEM! to cheer them up! wooooohoooo-
come on Cassiopeians of Singapore, Lets cheer them up! make them smile! Make them remember the Cassies of Singapore!
muahahahahahahahahahahahahahaah~ sorry today never eat my medicine till kisiao already.
hahahahahahas. But still For them! i have to be random and crazy!
muahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahhahaahhaha. *long pause*
...
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
lols.
i guess i'll blog later, nono, tomr when i get back from filming.
YAY!
hahahs. We are going to send the video to them! hope they see it!
i know that they have their very busy and packed schedule but PLEASE SEE IT! AND SMILE!
please smile for us cassiopeians, dont disband, it would be very sad for us cassies!
You are our, the Cassiopeian's, stength!
The Cassiopeia lives on to this day because of you!

CASSIOPEIA!

Always Keep the Faith

2009-08-06T18:11:00.003+08:00

Hellos!
I finally decided to blog after reading my tagbox.
so its because of you, yes you.. im blogging.
hahs.
Just came back 2hours ago, from Tampines ... went there to eat and return the miotv thing.
then went to Century's CC.
So damn ____packed.
Like caris would say.. 'Packed like sardines'. hahah.
The funny and obvious thing is that only the middle column of shelfs were packed.
Funnny bc like sardines.
Obvious bc its all the Celebrity stuff.
And i say jinny's little card.
but i couldnt find any good dbsk pictures, so i didnt buy any, and also because it was too packed to be looking at anything! hahahh.
I bet, nono, i KNOW that the STGCC is going to be more packed then last year!
Last year was SUPERBLY PACK.
This year = SUPERBLY SUPER PACK! hahhahahahahahah.
And, oh, i saw the Shinhwa school notebook..
and nono, its not the band shinhwa for god's sake, its the BBF/BOF notebook.
lols, i wonder who would buy, a new person i guess.
those type that just found out. some ppl will know what im saying.
stupid ppl. it disturbs me, its like they are making fun of them.. but in a good way ==
(*&^%$#@ ....
hahas, blogged after so long, then i blog about those people, hahah.

and i have been afraid to tell someone to return me back my badge.
it has been so long already, maybe she thought i forgotten. hahas.
i dont mind, as long as she returns me back my badge in one peace.
and shitit, i forgot to buy foolscap paper.
and there is maths homework due tomorrow. _____.
I dont want to do-
hais, but have to, i just want to get back into mslee's class even though i hate it. hahs.
or maybe just bring me a friend into there!
ohs! i passed my maths ct for once, just passed i heard.
yays! now i need to pass my chemistry!
then i pass my combined science.
then its English, Maths and Combined Science!
wooho0----
ohs, that lucky piglet got 35marks for physics upon 40marks. and Sarah got 40/40!
WOW! hahs.

WOOOOOOHOOOS! My babyboy is coming this saturdaynigght and sunday the whole day!
KIEFER! ahhhhhhhhhhhh~
Hais, okays YILIN KOH! i blogged! HAHAAHA

CRAZYBABY

I'll remember you.... Forever..

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CRAZYBABY

I'll remember you.... Forever..

Trending: Worldwide

#alwayskeepthefaith

Trending Topics

KPOP Category: ♥ MOST FAVORITE TOUR/CONCERT: The 3rd Asia Tour Mirotic (DBSK)MOST FAVORITE SONG: Mirotic (DBSK)MOST FAVORITE VIDEO CLIP: Picture Of You (DBSK)MOST FAVORITE GROUP: DBSK

POP General Category ♥THE BEST ARTIST: DBSK

..in the YAN Online Awards

Mysterious clock on 2PM website

15,000 Origami Roses Hoping For Jaebeom’s Return

September: Cursed Month for the Guys?

2PM to continue without Jaebeom!

2,000 Mobilize at JYPE Building in a Silent Protest

Hottests Boycotting 2PM

[Trans] If DBSK Breaks Up..

KPOP Category: ♥

MOST FAVORITE TOUR/CONCERT: The 3rd Asia Tour Mirotic (DBSK)

MOST FAVORITE SONG: Mirotic (DBSK)

MOST FAVORITE VIDEO CLIP: Picture Of You (DBSK)

MOST FAVORITE GROUP: DBSK

POP General Category ♥
THE BEST ARTIST: DBSK